Sigherra
It's been two years...
two full years...
since Aph died...
my life has been miserable without her...
it's like I'm the only one affected by her death still...
Lola started dating Zane, they go on dates every Friday
Garroth started dating Cadenza, they spend all day, every day together
Ein started volunteering for charity
Cameron disappeared suddenly
Sigherra was adopted into the Evile family
But for my family...
We're not doing so well...
My mom has brain and heart cancer and isn't expected to survive the rest of this year...
My dad quit his job...
And as for me...
I make monthly trips to the hospital...
not for my mom...
But for myself...
I have crippling depression and often end up staying in the hospital for a while...
one time...
I even fell into a coma...
when will my world be bright again?
When will I meet someone...
someone who will light up my world...
Just as Aphmau had...
Someone.... who will release my pain, hidden inside...
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Stop lying to me.
Stop saying things will be alright.
Stop telling me my life's worth living.
Stop stealing my weapons.
Stop checking my wrists.
I've had enough.
Enough lies.
Enough pain.
Enough crying myself to sleep.
I just want to end it all.
I want to tie a knot and pull the string.
I want to take my last breath.
I want to die.
A/N: THIS IS BOOK TWO OF THE APHMAU: HIDDEN PAIN SERIES! IF YOU HAVEN'T READ BOOK ONE, GO READ IT NOW!
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN APHMAU OR ANY OF HER CHARACTERS! I DO NOT OWN POLAR, CAMERON, LENNOX OR LOLA! THIS BOOK WILL BE EDITED ONCE IT HAS BEEN COMPLETED, SO IGNORE ANY SPELLING OR GRAMMAR MISTAKES!
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