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She has spent her whole life believing every room weighs her before it welcomes her.
Funny enough, she's the first to laugh at herself before anyone else gets the chance. Self-deprecating jokes? She's got a PhD. Fake confidence? Oscar-worthy. But behind the humor is a girl carrying questions far heavier than any number on a scale.
Why does love always seem to happen behind closed doors when it comes to her? Why is she good enough to text at midnight but never to hold hands with in daylight? Why does everyone tell her she's beautiful... with an asterisk attached? And the question she hates most-the one that keeps her awake at 2 a.m.-is there actually something wrong with her?
As she stumbles through awkward dates, overthinks every text message, survives social interactions that feel like Olympic events, and battles the paranoia that everyone is secretly judging her, she's forced to confront a truth she's spent years avoiding: maybe the hardest relationship she'll ever have isn't with the world-it's with herself.
Heartbreaking, hilarious, painfully relatable, and filled with moments that'll make you laugh before they quietly break your heart, this is the story of a plus-size girl searching for an identity beyond the scale, craving a love that doesn't hide her, and discovering that the person she's been trying so desperately to change might be the one she's been waiting to meet all along.
Because this was never just about losing weight.
It was always about finding herself.