jimcarlojefe
My life is such a roller coaster. I expected too much. I dreamed so high. I lost myself. I was bullied. I was criticized. I was a loser. I was nothing but stupid in their eyes. I'm losing my hope and myself.
I am 23 but still unstable, college undergraduate , unemployed, and unhealthy anymore.
Should I quit and give up my life now? Should I let them drag me more? Should I stop dreaming?
At my age now, I still don't know what to focus and prioritize. My head still not ready to decides what to do and when to start fixing my messy life.
Reading gives me energy to keep my life go on and so I want to write a lot about myself, about my life and about things around me; plus write about those people who keep pushing when I did some mistakes, laugh at me every time I failed and talked badly when I was away.
Life is so short to be sad and lonely. Life is too short for me to let myself unhappy and unsatisfied. I should be doing what I love and what I want to do in my life.
I wanna share with you my life at 23 years old where all I need is to love myself.
This story is about failures, rejections, criticisms, unhealthy relationship, Friendship, family problems, Pandemic, Covid-19, siblings relationships, how to fight depression, how to fight suicide, how to maintain your faith in God, how to embrace your imperfections and how to love yourself.
These past few days, I was so down and a lot of things happened at me. Some misunderstanding with my siblings and friends.
During these crucial times where virus is invisible, our safety and lives are not safe and at risk. This Pandemic has advantages and disadvantages in us, in nature and all around the world. I will share and talk more about myself ,life and everything on my mind because it might be the last.
I hope all of you are safe and healthy. Stay Happy, Smile Always and Be Positive in Life. 💙🎉☝