Historias de Hamiltonangst

TW: Guns, war, shooting, stabbing, blood, gore, death, kissing Just a simple four chapter fanfic. It has some angst, some Lams near the end, and I will apologize in advance for you possibly crying.

john laurens is the one who makes all the candy in the world. he's usually called the "sugar fairy". legend has it that if you chanted, "sugar fairy, please bring me a treat," three times, right before you went to bed, you'll wake up with candy under your pillow..

Trigger warnings: homophobic language, abuse, self harm, anxiety, OCD, depression, claustrophobia, strong language, alcohol. Please keep in mind I do not condone of any of the above... apart from swearing I do that a lot ______________ "Raise a glass to freedom, something they can never take away - no matter what they tell you..." John Laurens - keeps a warm heart despite his parents homophobic tendencies, looks out for those he loves and is called the empathetic friend. Aaron Burr- has OCD and never really has the drive to do much but accept that the world is cold and that good people have to work and suffer. He always smiles, not a real smile, one that's silencing him. People think the smile is charming except those who see right through it. Marquis de Lafayette- his family hated him, he hid being who he was until he finally had enough and went to America with his cousin to start a new life and try to be optimistic but the memories always seem to be waiting in his shadows. Hercules Mulligan- has a tough stature but cut wrists, he wants to fight out of his mental illness and live his life spreading warmth and positivity. It may appear that he's always looking for a fight but the truth is that he just can't handle the fight going on in his head, the only thing he can do to distract himself is draw and tailor. Alexander Hamilton- anxiety grasps his wrists like a chain, ever since his mother died he never really had the want to do anything but work. Ever since the storm hit his town when he was seventeen he was practically scared of his own shadow, thankfully he met a little boy who tried to look on the brighter side of life. "Tomorrow there'll be more of us, telling the story of tonight" ___________________ Yeah this is gonna be angsty my lil fwends! Welp this has been an edit *peace out* NOT COMPLETE

John Laurens is shot and killed in South Carolina. Little does he know that he is now a spirit in the Hamilton household watching their family's continuing story.

alexander hamilton is a 21 year old cop who was called when someone witnessed a person who was attempting to end their life. that person was john laurens..

warning: sewer side, 🧸🥩, like very very bad stuff

"we keep this love in a photograph, we make these memories for ourselves, where are eyes are never closing, hearts are never breaking, time's forever frozen still.." - "so you can keep me, inside the pocket of your ripped jeans, holding me closer til our eyes meet. you won't ever be alone, wait for me to come home.." //TRIGGERS WARNING!! character death, suicide & selfharm!!

john laurens was a highschool student who was kicked out of his home for being gay. only being 18, john was desperate for money - so he started modeling. his abusive boyfriend, charles, was his manager. one day, he had to do a slightly revealing photoshoot with a very famous model, alexander hamilton..

Lgbtq+ is used in this if you are uncomfortable with that you may leave! I am a multishipper and I am going to hopefully release more stories trying out the other ships I like. The ships included in this are: jeffmads, of course hamilburr, hercules x lafyette and laurens x turtles

these are gonna be filled with angst. if any of the following things trigger you, please do not read this (I will put trigger warnings before each chapter for what that exact chapter contains.) -suicide -self harm -suicidal thoughts -blood -death -sexual assault -abuse (of any kind) (more will be added if they need to be) And once again- this is an ANGST one shot book. there will rarely be any fluff. also! feel free to leave me suggestions! -ezra (angel) 💙

Thomas Jefferson; a caring husband, intelligent researcher of AI and a life line for Alexander Hamilton. Alexander Hamilton; suicidal insomniac, writer and the love of Thomas' life. what happens when two inseparable people become separated by a force stronger than life itself? how will Thomas try to fix things and what did Alexander do to emotionally break a grown man? (My take on the AI au)

TW: Panic attacks, SH, mentions of suicide, breakdowns Alexander was caught in a storm in his office, and sadly, storms set him off. Jefferson catches him mid-panic attack. What might happen next?

Ham goes insane? Modern AU

Alex gets a text from an unknown number, saying that they have had a crush on them since 10th grade. Alex tries to figure out who it is and falls for them in the process.

john laurens was the kid you'd find in the craft store, or at a gas station (late at night) any day of the week. he was usually dressed in rainbow pastel shirt, white suspenders and colourful shoes. He's nicknamed, "pastel boy." alexander hamilton is the kid you'd find at book stores or coffee shops. he look tough and always had a face that read, "fuck off." you'd always find him something black with chains. he was always called, "Punk." what'll happen when these two opposites bump into each other at a gas station?

Angelica Schuyler: Everyone knows her name. Daughter of the famed General Philip Schuyler, rich, talented, and beautiful. John Laurens: Who? That's what everyone says when they hear his name. Another soldier fighting for freedom. Two people who seem to have nothing alike. But one man, a man neither can have, brings them together. What will happen? Hey guys! This is my first story, so sorry if this is kinda bad :) The cover art is by Mokodoko. Go check out her art on DeviantArt if you want! If you would like to draw a cover for this story, I would greatly appreciate it. Be sure to comment suggestions! (ofc this is not historically accurate lol) Hope you enjoy!!