gigglemite
Feng Xin isn't actually stupid despite claims of the contrary. He knows how to fight more than efficiently and create well thought out plans. He knows when someone needs space, or when they don't like him, or when he should offer a helping hand and support.
Feng Xin isn't selfish. He knows that if someone doesn't like you then you can't force it. He knows that even those he loves and cares for the most will one day tire of him and he has no right to ask them to stay if leaving will make them happier.
But Feng Xin is greedy. He wants his loved ones to find their happiness, but he wants to be the one to provide them with it. He wants to take care of them, he wants to cry to them and lay his bleeding heart bare, he wants to beg them to stay. He wants to be chosen first...