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[Trigger Warning] In this collection of small, self written entries I discuss the time period in which I was being both mentally abused, and self degraded in a former relationship. In each entry I express the feelings I had concealed from the world, events such as abuse, both physically and mentally, self harm, such as self hate and physically afflicted self harm will be portrayed in some entries. If you are not comfortable in the discussion of any topic listed above this is not the story for you.
I looked up to you like every religion looks up to their own god(s). When your scent laced itself through my body it became an addiction. You were the only thing in this cruel world that I had desired validation from. I began retiring my brain into this perfect person for you, yet I was mentally killing myself in order to receive your validation.