Holdingback Stories

Some frustrations could have been avoided if we had been upfront from the beginning instead of assuming. Simply communicating our feelings, hopes, and expectations would have been the happy and healthier way to go.

When Shayla and her friends go on a road trip with three boys they had only met not to long ago, little did they know they were going to mean so much. That night Shayla gets news that shatters her whole world. She forms depression and blames herself every consist day. Slowly she overcomes it all, but then is found to be in a car accident. When at the hospital with many injuries she receives news that she doesn't have the nerve to tell anyone. She then tries to push everyone out include Parker. Parker was the one she really got along with well in the group of three boys. He was sweet, funny and all a girl ever needed. When Parkers' world collides with Shayla's it all changes. Once he laid his eyes on her he knew she was the one. But why was she holding back? Was she keeping a secret? Was she okay?

James and Kyle's friendship was always going to be an unusual one. Throw in the eccentric- yet intriguing Bella Cattaneo and things get a bit more complicated. Moreover, Bella and Kyle not seeing eye to eye doesn't exactly help matters. James has to deal with a new school, family and the promise of a new life while also struggling to be the lynchpin between his 'friends'. A flurry of events ensue and James is left questioning the nature of his relationships; doubt creeps in and he's not so sure again. The cracks that threaten the walls of his reality slowly but surely surface and there's only one bridge in sight... to cross or to burn. ________________________________________________________ "Yo, wait up!" calling, I trailled behind. Unlike him, I was finding it a tad bit difficult to put one foot in front of the other for the chase. He continued unresponsive. "Kyle!" I bawled, finally catching up to him, reaching for his arm. His turn was abrupt -as though he anticipated my move. And, for a while, we just stood there panting- eyes locked. Blue orbs, a repository of worry, staring back at me. I couldn't wrap my head around what was working him up; whatever it was, it was taking a toll on him- the last few days had taken a toll on us. "Kyle... buddy," I said in a much more soft, drawn-out tone, "talk". "T-They're coming-" there was a slight hesitation. "...they're gonna take me," he added rather dautingly. "Who's coming?" I inquired, quite hastily. "Them... I-I don't wanna go..." his voice a receptacle of masked emotions. His ocean blue eyes teary, "I don't wanna go James." "I won't let them take you, I promise," promising what in particular? Not a clue. Sweat trinkled down my forehead in beady intervals. I was supposed to protect him- protect us from whoever was coming. Whatever was coming. "Oh James..." he dragged, stepping back tentatively. His eyes wide with grim realisation,"...you'll help them." ________________________________________________________

"When was the last time, I've done something because I wanted to; And not because they told me to? There isn't a last time, as there wasn't a first time to begin with..." 3 women 3 lifes 3 unfullfilled desires 1 Getaway, that helps them find the key. The key that was burried so deep, with no hopes of ever using it. The key to their happiness. To themselves. Join three women on the journey of their lifes. "Spring For The Dead" Coming soon.

"why are you holding back...?" This book is a compilation of random free verses, poems (usually short), single line, and any sort of poetical works.

Yeah. Another one from the forgotten notebook. That sounds like a great Novel title...anywho..yea...enjoy

Anastasia Morgan wanted nothing more than to get her head out of high school and the drama that came along with it. Being in junior year was certainly not the easiest task but she had to survive without getting herself involved into the drama too much. Damien Greg was bad news, he was notorious, he wasn't a big fan of teachers, he always ended up in the detention room. He could not be saved, once heartbroken, he carried the pain each passing day, he set his eyes on Anastasia but she was too busy shoving her head into books and it fascinated him to an extent that he could only stare at her. Even though Anastasia feels things for him that couldn't not be explained, she restraints herself from falling for him.The two are trying to hold back whatever they feel for each other. As Anastasia gets acquainted of the dangerous secret that Damien Greg holds, she is afraid to be any near to him. But little did Anastasia know that he was not what he seemed to be but she wasn't willing to give in so easily either.

This poem is one's state of mind. The anxious state. The feeling that holds you back from doing probably everything , the feeling of not being good enough , the feeling that makes you lose your self esteem. This is the most optimistic way I could put this awful feeling in.

Dragon ball, Murder drones, one piece, Dragon ball z, Dragon ball GT, black cover, Undertale, Dragon ball super, and more

I'd still laugh to the thought you impressively discussed to me. Laughing, smiling and loving is all we got I've never really imagined were losing it apart. I stuck in this memories Brighter than what we ever had before. And now we are nothing more than just strangers We are nothing but a conscious parting of our past.

After 5 years of spending time in New York expanding and building their companies A&A Real Estate and A&A Interiors, Aria Valentino and Azrah Hayat return to their hometown of Chingford Their past in Chingford brought back many painful memories of hurt, betrayal, rumours and humiliation involving Leonardo D'Amico and Zidane Johnson. They knew their summer wasn't going to be exactly perfect. But were things really what they seemed? The boys had something hidden within their past, holding them back on love. Leading them to breaking Aria and Azrah. Regret and guilt returning to them, knowing that the girls are back in town. Determination to fix what they broke.

Crimson eyes are holding me back, as always.

Vanessa has a lot of hardships, struggles, demons, and as she finds her way through the streets of Memphis she comes to realize maybe the path she decided to choose wasn't the right one. Is she too far ahead of herself? Can she get out of the game when she's only just got in? Read to find out. Updates every week. Recipes included.

When you are deeply in love with someone... let them know. Even if the consequences are awkward. You will never know what could be until you confess your true feelings! "Life is too short to hide your feelings from the ones who mean the world to you. Just say how you feel. Don't settle and be just friends!" Makala Thomas

This is almost like a diary. Very informal. Basically whatever my mind has to say. Some of these stories are true and some names have been changed. Awkward. Dork. Complicated. Trust issues. Holding back. Boys. School. Lost. Confused. Seventeen

As if it wasn't hard enough already..

The guy who cared only about his own survival found someone he's ready to die for. The same guy who didn't see any point in his existence found someone worth living for. However it wouldn't be the typical love story you'd expect. He wasn't interested in love, yet he enjoyed the result of a broken one... Sometimes, the bravest thing a woman can do is let herself be loved again.