Holdingon Stories

It's been almost 6 months since Louis proposed to me on my birthday in October last year. 6 months is a long time. A lot can happen in 6 months. And a lot has... Last month, 25th of March to be precise, Zayn left One Direction. Since he left, Louis seems to be drifting away. He's putting on a brave sassy act, defending his fans against Zayn on Twitter, but really without the disguise of sassiness on Twitter, he's heartbroken that Zayn left the band. They were really close. He was one of Louis' 4 brothers. And he's gone. I try so hard to keep him happy, keep him staying strong. But it's hard. He just never wants to talk about it, even though I know it's always on his mind. ~ Eventually, Katie has a heart to heart with Louis and sorts things out, but it's not long before the messages start. ~ I can't tell him. He can't know about the messages. The endless stream of messages. The hate, the threats, the sorrow and the strange occasional flickers of kindness in them. He can't know.

He was reckless - smoking, drinking, breaking hearts just to feel something. I was calm. Guarded. Still learning how to breathe after loving the wrong person. We weren't supposed to mean anything to each other. But then he started to change - not because I asked him to. He just did. Everyone saw it. Everyone knew. Except us. His last tattoo was my first. And now, all I have left is the version of him that only I got to see.

*love is special between two people, why are you letting everyone get in the middle of us* Kenneth Smith and Sofia Leys have been dating for quite some time, but no matter how strong they feel for each other, everyone finds a reason for them to breakup. Characters: •Kenneth Smith •Sofia Leys •Josh •Rona •Jenna •Mark

an lady unexpectedly felt in love with the man that she's cruel. a man that he hated,a man that he don't love,a man that he use to argue,a man that he doesn't expect. she is not that absolutely a man hater but neither to trust a man but a one days unexpected that man catch her hearts and change her views in life and being hated as being love.

"Thanks for saving me as well. I didn't know I'll be the one falling", Mio tried to laugh it off. He grabbed her arm and his hand started to shake. "Who are you trying to impress? You could've died there. What you did was no different from what the girl was trying to do", Hideyoshi sighed. "Are you suggesting for me just to watch?", Mio tilted her head. "Whether she dies or lives, it's not your fault. We are all entitled to take care of our lives", Hideyoshi left with those words. Mio melted in shame once again. Hideyoshi noticed it. "Are you really living?", Hideyoshi asked. Mio tilted her head. "Because... I am merely existing", Hideyoshi said in boredom. Why is it that she's always around when he's pissed the most? That time, out of boredom... he just spurted those words. "Then if you're living, can you... help me live?". Hideyoshi cupped Mio's face. That time...out if pity, she also answered without the thought of any consequences. "I'd try to...".

a collection of poems about wanting to end it.

In this sequel, Makaylia Waters and Zach King on the run with Makaylia's family away from a man who has caused chaos on both sides. How will they survive? Who is this guy and what does he want? Find out in this sequel. The end is near!

This is a story about struggling with anxiety, depression and thoughts beyond your control. p.s. contains content about self harm and other ideas that may trigger some readers

So this is a collections of poems that I write at school in my -Er- Free time... ( Mysterious bird: *Cough*-slacker-*cough*cough*... LW: Shush you..TT^TT Mysterious bird: Alright, alright... jeez...)

And sometimes, Against all odds, Against all logic, We still hope.

A promise made before God... now tested by pain, silence, and endless conflict. When love starts to hurt, do vows still hold meaning?

The Beginning Long ago , in a distant memory, I heard a voice that said "Do you believe in the world of happy endings?" I was in my third month in highschool in 7th grade or here we called it Form 1. In my head I thought "I'm so fed up with criticism by each person that I knew. I wished they would just rather be in silence than giving such hatred eyes" Fairy tales stated that Happy endings do indeed happen, but do they really said it was gonna be easy getting one? Especially when your in my shoes. When you were put into this school that judges your mistakes now and even in the past than helping or even trying to help you physically than just giving advices. I felt like I shouldn't exist in this world but then someone gave me hope and well I appreciate who did. It's not really from my school but from a game ! Ain't that a weird place? But I guess I should be grateful for every person who try to pick me up when I fell down. (This is based on my life in highschool.)

"Living is a Fight (To Those Still Holding On)" To everyone holding on, feeling the weight of the world but refusing to let go-this is for you. This collection of raw, heartfelt poems captures pain, perseverance, and the strength it takes to keep going. Each word reflects the silent battles we fight and the hope that, one day, it will all be okay. Let these poems be your light in the dark and your strength to hold on just a little longer.

Mackenzie Ziegler is a perfectly happy woman, living in sunny Los Angeles with her best friend Lauren Orlando. Her singing career is just getting started, and she's being offered gigs that artists twice her age haven't had the chance to do yet. Life for her? Well it's going great... until the day where everything comes crashing down. Mackenzie gets diagnosed with Lupus, a disease that attacks her kidneys. Too scared to reach out to anyone, she keeps everything about her diagnosis locked away inside of her and tries her hardest not to tell anyone. When she arrives home to her apartment the day she's been diagnosed, she's so ill and so afraid she can't even open her own front door. Johnny Orlando finally opens it to find Mackenzie whos shaking, crying, and hysterical. Before Mackenzie even knows it, she blurts out her diagnosis story to a man she gets mixed signals from and has confused feelings towards. In a moment of desperation, Johnny offers her a kidney - but even that might not be enough. What if Lupus takes over more of Mackenzie's organs? Will they be able to set aside their differences for the sake of Mackenzie's health, career and life in general? Furthermore, will they be able to stop themselves from falling for each other- just in case Mackenzie doesn't make it out alive? ••• Recommendations: "To me, holding on was enjoyable because of the explicit detail in it. everything was so well and carefully written, and it's really hard to find books like that nowadays. This book is also realistic in many ways and original, with all the stuff relating to the hospital." ~ Emily (jenzieheart_) "It made me smile at the fact that they loved each other so much yet they went to show that they hated each other. How Johnny cared so much he put his life on the line for Kenzie it was what brought the whole story to life. Also the details were fantastic!" ~ Kyleigh (kyleighwrites) Genre: teen fiction / romance / tragedy Status: completed

I have been having a really rough time with my breathing lately so it has been hard to update :(

One was her past while the other one was her present. She stood in between letting go and holding on. 1 in #lettinggo #completed

Book five in the Hero series. Book two of Ethan's POV It's been three years since high school and Makailah and Ethan are in Europe with Paris! While the trip has brought many great experiences, it manages to bring out a bitter truth to Ethan that haunts him right before his graduation. Makailah still has dreams to fulfil. Big ones. As Ethan learns that holding on to his girl doesn't always mean holding her in one place, he gets ready for a proposal. Once Makailah says yes to marry him, he realises even more just how much he means to her. However, Makailah apparently isn't the only one who has Ethan at the centre of their life. As an old friend returns to town, he learns a huge secret that he didn't see for five years. How will this affect his relationship with Makailah? Can one secret really change everything?

Holding On (Suicide Is Real) is written by Courtney Sumrall. @copyrighted This contains abuse, death, suicide attempts, self-harm, and depression.