twagoner1
My heart can't take any more pain nor can it endure another heart break, I'm only 20 years old and I done been through enough shit to last a muthafucka a full lifetime. My love life is non-existent, my soul is dead, but sex and alcohol are the few thing that seems to wash all my pain away. I have everything I could ever want from the car, the house,the lifestyle I lived, but none of that is enough. I Often sit in my room thinking of ways to end my life.I guess God still has a purpose for me. My family is the only reason I haven't taken my own life, I couldn't put them through that. But What about my feelings? When will it all change ? I hope it came soon because I can't take any more pain.