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How Killua saw it, Gon wasn't distinctly good, nor bad...
...but rather a form of light, at least to Killua. Always beaming and immoderately intense. He must have had too much sun, and not enough sunscreen growing up.
And something about Gon, about that light, made lilacs bloom in Killua's chest. Gon was Killua's lilac of a bottomless well, he decided. Gon, the first and last person he was sure he'd wholeheartedly love.
He knew he'd do anything that boy asked of him.
And...
Would it be selfish of him to wish the same of Gon?