Iamlost Stories

Just poems of basically how life sucks.

What I wanted to say to my self that I wanted to broadcast. Published: 10 May 2022

Rosemary looses her mother when she was only just a little girl. Now, living with her dad she will have to get used to moving to a whole different country, making more friends, and getting used to all of these weird figures, sounds, and people she sees. "Moving from London was hard but making new friends was easy. They made me like anime and ice skating!! But I still need to figure out what I keep seeing and hearing..."

Help

Anxiety got the best of me, and gave back the worst. I'm sorry mom, I don't mean to have these thoughts about myself, but it's 5:30 am, I'm awake alone, crying out for help. I'm sorry dad for always seeming down when we communicate. I don't mean to give off any madness. I don't mean to bottle my feelings up, but it's 5:40 am now, the anxiety worsened, silent screams became loud cries, I can't breathe, no matter how far I attempt to run away from of this, I find myself back into reality. Mascara running down my face, that tingly feeling all over my face, arms and legs. Why do I have this, I know I shouldn't be complaining about this little problem, because others have it far worse, but I'm a human being with feelings and a heart too. My beaten up heart craves love like I crave to be healthy. 5:54 AM, I feel it getting worst, I'm lost in my thoughts and anxiety. I can't find myself to sleep, it's anxiety vs. me, and it looks like I'm losing it.

My feelings are being written, the poems short and long, rhyming or not. A smile or a tear may drop, but I am stills lost.

I write because I overthink A LOT and it helps me. So when I get sad, angry or stressed I write in my notebook. My friend read my poems and thoughts and told me I should share them with the world so here I am. Also I am not a sad person at all, but I too have a lot of sad and depressing days. I love writing and sharing what's on my mind so I really hope you' ll like it. Love you, K

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