Iamnothing قصص

I originally wrote this, as usual, as a random one-shot on Google Docs. Later posted it on Ao3. My Wattpad's been little bare lately, so I decided to update it a little... Originally posted on 25/06/2022, on Ao3

I Am Nothing.

A poem and somewhat of a talk about how bulling changes ur feeling inside

Everyone says that depression is bad and can ruin your life but for me, it is what keeps me alive. I have no joy. I have no happiness. I have no excitement. Those words were lost years ago when my father killed my mother and left without a trace while drunk which crushed me and now I live with my friend with no family. Constantly bullied. Bad grades. I have nothing in life. I should just end it all. I beat all the scars from depression but now I wanna make the scars for others. Murder. A word that makes me sick but my body is tempted to do it...

Depression hurts