Idontwanttobehere Stories

Not even kidding, that's how crackheaded my school is.

A book about me because I was dared to join Wattpad and write a book.

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆, 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐌𝐀𝐘 𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐙𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍, 𝐀𝐍𝐗𝐈𝐄𝐓𝐘 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐈𝐓 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐘 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐅𝐅 𝐒𝐔𝐂𝐇 𝐀𝐒 : 𝐒𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐃𝐄, 𝐃𝐄𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍, 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 𝐃𝐨𝐰𝐧𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 R̶ ̶E̶ ̶D̶ ̶A̶ ̶C̶ ̶T̶ ̶E̶ ̶D̶ ....... . . . 𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐃𝐨 𝐲o𝐮 𝐛𝐞a𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨u𝐫 𝐝r𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐧g?... . . . 𝐄 𝐍 𝐉 𝐎 𝐘

some of my poems from my notes Look closely to the drawings I make for those speak millions of words that i fail to say

It was always inevitable We really don't have any kind of control Any kind of power Any kind of strength. We are beings molded from meaninglessness, Born into meaninglessness To live in meaninglessness To die in meaninglessness. It was always inevitable. (AKA, ABSURDISM ISN'T ABSURD)

My 13 year old sister took her own life and ig these are just my thoughts from before and after everything happened

This is why people dont notice

I love everyone and everything. Dont take it personal. Love you❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤💝💞💓💗💖❣️💕💘