Ifyourereadingthis Stories

sonder (n.) - the realization that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own. ~~~ ©carolyn all rights reserved don't steal that's rude

that's right, again, so dw you're not trippin', this is a different book.

I've seen alot of these kinds of story's, but I couldn't find one for Jamilams, so here I am bitch ask ANYTHING you'll like, I'm desperate lol

Lucinda Zhang, like Percy Jackson and Annabeth Chase, has been through Hell and back. First abused by her unloving parents, then becoming mentally ill. What could be worse? A pinch of drama added into her life may or may not be a good idea. She has trust issues and faces the same question as many other suicidal kids do everyday: Should I kill myself today? But as if things couldn't get worse, a certain Blake Green has to enter her life to make things even worse. With the idea of love and a heart so broken that it has become powder, can she survive the swarm of emotions coming her way? Can she make it out alive, literally? Because depression is a war- you either win it, or die trying.

If youre reading this, it's too late for mcdonalds breakfast.

Just some of the most random crap.. I dont know if you should read this,, well see How it goes- Umm enjoy the messed up steaming pile of SHIAT that is my life ig.? did i mention this is my first book type thing here so idk how it woks and im really just winging it as i go tbh. (BTW not the best at descriptions as you can prolly tell) oh btw CW: might be - swearing (ill try to keep it clen ppl but no promises, im a raging homosexual soooooo nothings really guaranteed), - mentions of trauma, disablilities etc - the storys in here are true unless i say so, i know it might seem like im making this up for likes, attention, upvotes, read etc but i promise im not. - dumb/fake gurl sh!t (see swearing, sorry) - others maybe? i might add the other CW's/TW's later if there are others and/or i can.

MARTINEZ TWINS EDITION You don't have to do these stuff, this is all just for fun!

Hey! Me and Parker reread my little "stories" and I thought: "Hey! How about we get the readers to send me the most CRINGY parts of my stories!" So. Here I am now. Send me the cringe! I desire the cringe! Or send anything you thought was cringy from other stories! Btw. Just send me the page number or comment @redhartruby #cringe on a line or paragraph and I'll be there (probably cause I'm lazy) to judge how horrible that part was! Have fun, Humans.

If You're Reading This... is a collection of raw, deeply personal diary entries that explore trauma, silence, and the long, complicated process of healing. Written in quiet, unguarded moments, these pages capture what it feels like to carry pain you don't always know how to name. Let alone share. Honest and unfiltered, this book isn't about perfect healing. It's about surviving, reflecting, and slowly finding your way back to yourself.

I made this to talk about updates, answer/ask questions, share thoughts and opinions, etc. (Lol) So, if you have any questions or waiting for a chapter/new book just check this and maybe you'll find what you're looking for! If not just ask! I'll most likely have my drawings in here, too. I might talk about my personal life so, sorry in advance if I do.

This towns seemed off for years. i don't understand what's going on. This Diary is the only record you'll probably have of me.

[Please read the introduction chapter for details.]