stardustxx13
"I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
For all of the time
That I never could
My past has tasted bitter
For years now
So I wield an iron fist
Grace is just weakness
Or so I've been told
I've been cold, I've been merciless
But the blood on my hands scares me to death
Maybe I'm waking up today" -I'll be good by James Young
5 Years had past since that night and every sleepless night brings a different horror, breaking my heart and forcing me to relive my failure. I loved him but we were on different sides of a war that didn't seem to end, telling myself he was dead was easier than dealing with who he became. But the force seemed to have different plans for us, could Ben Solo still be alive?