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idk what I'm doing,I want to write about Elliot but my ideas from my notes are are GONE(like my motivation) and now I don't know what to do :( I'm new to writing (I have an account where I left a tmnt book 2 years ago..) I NEED HELP- Edit:Also, I'll just add Stories , basically like a to do list,I haven't even thought them through probably