Lilog224ever
This is a raw, unfiltered journey into one life shaped by trauma, inherited chaos, panic attacks, blackouts, anxiety, and depression. Every detail is laid bare - medications that didn't help, substances that amplified fear, tremors caused by trauma, and the long shadow of family patterns. From childhood tremors to adult panic attacks, from inherited anxiety to surviving blackouts in public, Alex recounts the moments that almost broke them and the strategies that keep them alive.
This story is a letter to their mother, a plea for understanding, a vivid exploration of mental health struggles, and an honest reflection of a life shaped by inherited and personal trauma. It is about surviving, recognizing patterns, and demanding acknowledgment. This is not a dramatization; it is lived experience, bone-deep and flesh-deep, requiring empathy and attention from anyone who reads it.