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Aureline Arizona, sixteen, has always lived her life with discipline, routine, and a heart that feels too much yet speaks too little. Between her studies and the silent storms she hides inside, she writes what she cannot say, filling her journal with confessions meant for one person: Calin Paul Esguerra, the twenty-year-old man who works tirelessly to support his parents and siblings. She admired him from afar, quietly and faithfully, never expecting him to notice someone like her.
But fate has a way of twisting itself. One ordinary day becomes the moment everything shifts when Calin takes the first step and reaches out to know her, giving Aureline the chance she once prayed for. Yet fear is a cruel companion. The closer he got, the louder her doubts became. She was afraid of being fooled, afraid of not being enough, afraid of being seen. When Calin confessed, Aureline walked away to figure things out, not knowing that hesitation can break more than honesty ever could.
While Aureline struggled with her feelings, Calin waited until waiting wore him out. His interest faded, reality pulled him elsewhere, and soon another girl from his workplace stood where Aureline never found the courage to stay. The truth hit her too late. Her journal, filled with every word she wished she told him, became her witness. In one night of unbearable pain, she burned every page and watched her feelings curl into smoke, leaving behind nothing but ashes and regret.
Now, all that remains are the scars no one sees, scars written in ashes, of a love that almost was, and a girl who learned too late that silence can shatter hearts more sharply than rejection ever could.