Innermind Stories

Why can't anyone understand me? Am I alone in this endless infinity? A collection of poems meant to open the hearts of its readers, showing them that they are not alone in this Reality. To hear them recited please listen to my podcast at: (Updated every week) https://anchor.fm/thesmilinghero

Dark blues

What is my name? What is a name in general? am I real? what is everything?Just a void of my head? and what is this thing that has spawned in front of me? It has something I've never seen before, what is this thing they call color? This is the portrayal of my mind and what happens as my anxiety gets worse and worse along with my mental and physical health. This is my mind, and maybe we are the same way, just maybe, this book can safe your life.

Hello this is one of many sagas to come this is poetry meant to unlock the most beautiful dark parts of the human mind that is only accessible in dreams

One day during a mission, Michaelangelo finds a room full of crystals, created and engineered by the Kraang. As Michaelangelo got curious and grabbed a crystal, he transformed into...a human? But of course, all good things come with a sacrifice.

Malevolent Nexus not only peers into the heart of darkness but embraces it with a reverence that only the truly intrepid can understand. The characters, as diverse as the hues of twilight, are masterfully etched, each embodying a facet of the enshadowed mind. Their journeys intertwine like delicate threads, weaving a rich tapestry that speaks to the universal human experience of battling the demons that lurk within. Unravel the layers of mystery that cloak Malevolent Nexus, for as you delve deeper, the narrative takes on an ethereal quality, blurring the line between dreams and reality. With language as opulent as moonlit silk, the prose navigates the borderlands between the known and the mystical, inviting readers to question the very fabric of their own perceptions. Are you prepared to traverse the corridors of the mind, where malevolence meets vulnerability? Malevolent Nexus is a triumphant fusion of supernatural allure and psychological suspense that will leave you spellbound, pondering the uncharted expanses of your own inner labyrinth long after you've turned the final, haunting page.

This story is not about sleep. It's about what happens before sleep takes you-when your body is still here, but your mind begins to slip away. Paralysis is a raw, unfiltered experience of dissociation, emotional overload, and the terrifying moment when reality no longer feels real. It captures the quiet buildup of pressure-the tight chest, the distorted voices, the feeling of being present but not truly there. This isn't fiction created from imagination; it's pulled from a lived moment where exhaustion, stress, and detachment collide all at once. At its core, Paralysis explores what it feels like to disconnect from yourself. The countdown, the silence, the decision to "leave" mentally while your body continues to move-these are not metaphors, they are survival responses. The story walks through the shift from awareness to absence, showing how the mind protects itself when it reaches its limit. And when that limit is pushed too far, it spills into something physical-sleep paralysis, panic, and the feeling of being trapped inside your own body while everything around you feels real enough to believe. This is not just about fear-it's about understanding what happens when the human mind shuts down and resets. It's about the space between being here and not being here. The moment where you question whether you were ever fully present at all. Paralysis is heavy, intense, and deeply personal. It's for anyone who has ever felt disconnected, overwhelmed, or lost inside themselves-and lived to tell the story of coming back.

A poem

The world is not yours to claim. You were supposed to have met the animatronics, not the real people. You are just a ordinary girl in an extraordinary situation. "Ana Patchwork, what is you identification number?" You heard a nearby kid call out. "My numbers ises 62654378s." Her chilling and now lifeless voice repeats back. You loved Patchy's back story but felt it was off the mark. You wanted to have met the real Patchwork, maybe she'd have not become this...thing.

Highest #4 in ambition (22/5/18) #5 in ambition (21/5/18) #6 in ambition (24/5/18)# 7 (26/5/18)#11 in ambition #63 in fantasy Hurt, lost & bewildered, Broken, faded and shattered, Her soul cried for peace of mind. "How long? How long should I wait?", Cried her heart! ..

Project time! Because why not? Look into your mind, what do you see? Can you show me? I don't want to see your pr0n collection, and I'm sure those skeletons are really interesting, but they're not the point here. After watching a couple of different things, it's made me curious about myself, and therefore others as well. Not specifically my curiosity about them per-say, but in showing them /themself/. I'm psychologically weird that way. (Okay, yeah, I guess I am curious too) This here is a project I made for others to do, as well as giving them something to think about. Everyone can do it, whether you're a writer or reader, artist or non Flip the proverbial pages to figure out what the heck I'm talking about :} #1 in conceptual 6-24-20 #7 in lockeandkey (most impressive) 6-12-21 #1 in innermind 1/9/22

To show the world who you are you need to grow To be a superhero you must be born honor To love you must be perfection Let me shatter all these misinformed instructions

Use your Inner eye more to understand this vast world easily. Great men ever lived had always used their inner vision to get through the things easily. How we see the world will get completely different if we started using our inner vision to crack through the things.

This is a collection of quotes from different sources to help and put a smile to your face. I hope you enjoy them. Merçi❤️

Deep dives on what I believe to be their inner thoughts. As well as "what if" scenarios of what I could see possibly happening between them; misery and comfort alike.