Innermonologue Stories

𝓗𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓸, 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝔀𝓮𝓵𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓑𝓪𝓻𝓭'𝓼 𝓑𝓵𝓸𝓬𝓴! Allagrugous Anthologies is my first poetry compilation, capturing pieces from 2017-2024 a journey of emotions, experiences, and reflections. If you're looking to take a break from long novels or feel overwhelmed by your thoughts, I hope my words can offer you comfort, connection, and perhaps guidance. Through these poems, I've tried to capture the intensity of feeling that often slips through language moments that haunt, memories that linger, and emotions that demand to be expressed. This collection is here to remind you that you're not alone in the depths of what you feel. "ᴬⁿᵈ ᴵ ᵏᵉᵉᵖ ᵗʰᵉ ᵖⁱᶜᵗᵘʳᵉ ᵒᶠ ᵐʸ ᶠᵉᵉˡⁱⁿᵍˢ ⁱⁿ ᵐʸ ᵇᵉᵈʳᵒᵒᵐ ᴬⁿᵈ ʸᵒᵘ ᵘⁿᵈᵉʳˢᵗᵃⁿᵈ ⁿᵒʷ ʷʰʸ ᵗʰᵉʸ ˡᵒˢᵗ ᵗʰᵉⁱʳ ᵐⁱⁿᵈˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶠᵒᵘᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵃʳˢ ᴬⁿᵈ ʷʰʸ ᴵ'ᵛᵉ ˢᵖᵉⁿᵗ ᵐʸ ʷʰᵒˡᵉ ˡⁱᶠᵉ ᵗʳʸⁱⁿ' ᵗᵒ ᵖᵘᵗ ⁱᵗ ⁱⁿᵗᵒ ʷᵒʳᵈˢ" 𝖄𝖔𝖚'𝖗𝖊 𝖎𝖓 𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊 | 𝕿𝖆𝖞𝖑𝖔𝖗 𝕾𝖜𝖎𝖋𝖙

This is a short story/poem about a boy who loses all faith in himself and only brings himself down. But unbeknownst to him, later in the future he gains confidence and starts to love himself and the people around him. Mystery unravels however at the point of "where did things go right for him?" Should we yet soon know what happened or not at all?

I'll write here what I feel, my thoughts and feelings. Just as a quick breakdown, I'm a young twenty-two year old, queer, and potentially neurodivergent woman. I grew up in rocky situations and suffered from it my entire childhood. Right now, I'm stuck in a pit of depression and burn out, and I write to get things off my chest.

In a quiet town that rarely changed, there lived a boy named Aeris. He wasn't loud. He wasn't invisible. He just... was. He drifted between places like a thought not yet spoken-always watching, always wondering, never quite belonging. Aeris had three faces. ©All rights reserved. (First published on Wattpad by Distinct-unique_bird. If you're reading this anywhere else, it was taken without my permission.)

Inner thoughts of the executioner of worlds.

His hair really isn't all that special, and yet it was an intrinsic part of him, something he'd been proud of and adored. But he'd sold his soul to the ice long ago, and if he wanted to push forward, he needed to change. Even if it hurt. ~ A one-shot about Victor cutting off his long hair

Because I'm getting antsy from not posting and my profile seems really blank, I want to start catching up on posting the daily journal prompts we write in my creative writing class. We take 10 minutes to write for each journal, so the entries are rarely complete thoughts. They're not daily, per se, but I just want to post them. Give y'all something to read. Spoilers for incoming projects, maybe? Things I thought about adding in later, but might not. Really just an outlet for imagination.

Peal, a laid-back traveler, enjoys his lunch under a tree until a stray cat swoops in and steals it. Frustration quickly fades as he watches the hungry cat, realizing it's just an innocent creature trying to survive. Left with a messy, uneaten meal, Peal reflects on his careless vacation mindset in a quiet park, only to realize he's being secretly filmed by a passerby.

A bartender's ledger of blood and philosophy, where justice is a blade he sharpens nightly. His mortifying past whispers through the cracks in the floorboards-was it fate or the first sin? Now, in the hush of poisoned glasses and raven whispers, he weighs souls on a scale only he can read. "Murderers," he muses, swirling the ice in his glass, "are such delightful conversationalists. Pity they always leave so soon." Now, in the hush of poisoned glasses and raven feathers, he plays both judge and executioner. "Everyone deserves a fair trial," he chuckles, polishing a fresh glass, "and I always give them exactly what they deserve." The raven knows what he won't admit: there are no scales. Just a man who mistook his own bloodstains for divine ink. To the dead he mocks, for him suicide is something he can't adopt. The one living are the one to tell the tale, the time he swept and wept as nothing sustains. Made it so, so he can live, he endured and made it grim. For whoever fights with monster should see to it that he doesn't become a monster himself. (A fractured mind's manifesto, where morality is a noose, and every execution is a prayer.) (P.S.-The raven watches. The raven always watches.)

"Inner Monologue" is a poetry collection I have written with my heart and soul. Each and every poetry is dedicated and goes to each and every heart that is hurt, in love,confused, uncertain. These poetries are a piece of my heart to yours. I wish these poetries are able to help you, console you, comfort you and your heart; and make your heart fall in love with yourself more and more everyday. I hope these poetries comfort you and bring you solace in your good and bad times, as they have done to me in all these years. Love, Krisha @paintsandpoetries

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What if our own thoughts - the harsh voice inside our heads - and every single person around us was wrong about who we are and the true nature of our experiences? A young woman is bullied, both internally and by the world around her, after one much talked about night she had under the bleachers with the most popular guy in school. Was she victimized or was it something else entirely? Maybe this time, she gets to decide.

The BOREDISTIC Fiddler of a LONER is a raw and introspective memoir that chronicles the tumultuous journey of a woman navigating the labyrinth of love, heartbreak, and self-discovery. Spanning over two decades, the narrative delves into a series of failed relationships, each leaving indelible marks on her psyche. From the sting of betrayal to the weight of insecurity, the memoir paints a vivid picture of the emotional scars borne from loving and losing. After the dissolution of a significant relationship, she retreats into solitude, seeking solace in the quietude of her own company. Embracing independence, she relocates to a top-floor apartment with a panoramic view, symbolizing her desire for a fresh start. In the same breath, she embarks on a new career path, marking the beginning of a chapter dedicated to personal growth and self-reliance. However, the allure of freedom soon gives way to recklessness. With newfound autonomy and a heightened sense of desire, she finds herself entangled in a whirlwind romance just months after vowing to remain single. This unexpected turn of events challenges her resolve and sets the stage for a deeper exploration of her desires, boundaries, and the complexities of human connection. Through candid prose and poetic introspection, The BOREDISTIC Fiddler of a LONER offers an unflinching look at the intricacies of love, loneliness, and the quest for identity. It's a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the transformative power of embracing one's true self.

A poem for anyone who's ever felt unseen, ever questioned if they are lovable, what love should feel like, or ever held onto softness in a world that often forgets it. Read it if you're craving something real, something that lingers.

Diane Vale enters a prestigious new college, ready to chase ambition and leave the past behind. But when forgotten memories and dangerous chemistry resurface, will she keep control... or surrender to the fire waiting to consume her?

why can't you change, you ask? what holds you back and who? true inside of someone's mind.

A character study for Hadley Marie Corinne, the protagonist of my first novel, "Double Trouble." Take a peek!

Joe has always believed that some things are only asleep - that if you wait long enough, they'll awaken. But life in the juvenile detention center is nothing like he imagined. Days blur together in rigid routines, cold hallways, and the quiet hum of control. Freedom feels like a distant dream... until William arrives. William doesn't fit into the monotony of the system. He's calm, deliberate, and alive in ways Joe hasn't seen in years. Their first connection is subtle - a glance, a shared song through the wall, a fleeting touch. Small moments that grow heavier with longing. As they navigate the pressures of confinement, their bond deepens. Shared music, whispered secrets, and the intimacy of unspoken gestures create a dangerous, intoxicating closeness. Every quiet smile or stolen glance feels like rebellion. Every connection comes at a risk. But the closer Joe becomes to William, the more he realizes that freedom and love may be mutually exclusive. Desire is a double-edged sword - thrilling, but capable of breaking them both. In a place designed to erase identity and crush attachment, some things can't awaken, and some things refuse to stay buried. This is a story of forbidden connection, fragile trust, and the quiet intensity of love that refuses to let go - even when the world is determined to pull it under.