Innerstruggle Histoires

Youssef Nabeeh is twenty years old, has dropped out of university, and can't explain why. He carries chronic pain in his back, nightmares he can't shake, and a fear of crowds he's learned to live with. He doesn't like staying home. He doesn't like going out either. But then there's her - and for the first time, he finds a reason to try. Set against the noise and texture of Cairo, A Wallflower follows Youssef through ten parts - from a neurologist's waiting room to dusty bookshops and late-night rooftops, where complicated friendships blur into something deeper, and a love story unfolds between two people who never expected to need each other. A quiet, sharp, deeply human story about anxiety, isolation, and the kind of love that doesn't save you - but makes you want to save yourself.

Binta Imani left everything she knew behind for a new life in a different world. But nothing could have prepared her for the test that followed. Between Zayn, who understands her faith without explanation... And Joshua, who makes her heart feel things she can't ignore... Binta finds herself caught in a battle she never chose. Because sometimes, the hardest choices aren't between right and wrong- But between what feels right... and what is right. Will she follow her heart, or stay true to her faith?

There was a place that felt perfect. A garden filled with warmth, where the air was soft and the world seemed untouched by anything dark. For a moment, it felt like nothing could go wrong. Until he stepped beyond it. Drawn by something he couldn't explain, David enters a place where beauty lingers... but never stays the same. What begins as something gentle slowly turns into something else-something hidden beneath the surface. The deeper he goes, the harder it becomes to tell what is real and what only seems to be. And when turning back becomes the only choice left, he realizes one thing: Some paths are easy to follow... but not all of them lead you home.

This poem is a reflection of my heart and soul. It captures the moments of fear, uncertainty, and emotional struggle that we all face at some point in life. "Uncertain Path" is about moving forward even when the way is dark, when dreams feel shattered, and when the heart is hurting. It's about the journey of self-discovery, loyalty, innocence, and hope amidst uncertainty. Through these lines, I want to share my feelings and invite readers to feel, reflect, and maybe find a little light in their own uncertain paths.

Kraven's Silent Symphony (Part 1) is a heartfelt coming-of-age story about quiet love, self-discovery, and the strength of bonds that don't need words to surviveinted in his own life-academically weak, directionless, and unsure of his worth. Surrounded by friends who care but don't fully understand him, Kraven drifts through school until the arrival of Claire, a brilliant and composed new student, ignites something he never knew existed within him. Claire is everything Kraven is not-focused, admired, and effortlessly successful. Inspired by her presence, he begins a silent transformation, pushing himself beyond his limits, rising from the bottom to the top. Yet his greatest challenge isn't academics-it's finding the courage to speak to her. Words fail him, emotions overwhelm him, and silence becomes his language. An unexpected outlet emerges through comics-simple sketches that carry his feelings when his voice cannot. What begins as a hobby soon becomes a bridge, drawing laughter, friendships, and eventually Claire herself closer to him. But admiration attracts jealousy, and past grudges resurface in dangerous ways. Betrayal, manipulation, and a cruel test of character threaten to destroy everything Kraven has built. As years pass, exams, pandemics, separations, and changing paths test their bond. When the moment finally arrives for truths to be spoken, fate intervenes with devastating force, forcing Kraven to make the ultimate sacrifice-one that defines love not as possession, but as protection. This is not a story about confession. It is a story about becoming. About friendships that endure. About love that stays silent yet eternal. Some bonds don't fade with distance. They echo forever. Parts 2, 3, 4, 5: Coming soon.

Set between the aftermath of World War II and the shifting promises of the late 1950s, this story follows two men raised on opposite sides of privileges and survival. Vincent grows up in wealth, discipline and expectation. Heir to a powerful name, he was taught early that image is everything. Alastor, raised by a violent father, lives in an era that limits him at every turn. He learns how to move through spaces that welcome his talent, yet reject his presence. Their lives collide in a moment neither will forget - a brief encounter marked by judgment which later leaded to consequences. What follows is not a simple romance, but a slow unraveling: of inherited beliefs, carefully performed roles, and desires that refuse to remain buried. Vincent and Alastor are forced to confront not only each other, but the parts of themselves shaped by fear, expectation from society, survival and the cost of choosing who they are allowed to be.

Khym was a kind and cheerful girl who made everyone around her smile. She was loved by many because of her caring nature and her happy spirit. She enjoyed helping others and spreading positivity wherever she went. Life seemed bright and full of promise for her. But one day, everything changed. Something happened that made her lose what she held. It broke her heart and took away her happiness. Suddenly, Khym found herself feeling lost. She started to feel alone, unsure of herself and her place in the world. Despite all this, a small hope remains inside her. Khym wonders if she will find someone who will see her true self, someone who will love her for who she is, even with her pain and struggles. Her journey is about healing and discovering that love can be real, even after loss. Will she be able to open her heart once more? Can she find someone who will stand by her side and accept her completely? (Grammatical errors ahead, feel free to correct me since I'm just a beginner writer Artwork cover by : Kheriz and me:>

A mini-collection of poems about love, heartbreak, and the fire we hide inside. This collection explores the emotions of loving someone - the highs, the lows, and the silent burning of a crush you can never have.

⚠️ Content Warning / Mature: This story contains intense emotional situations, psychological tension, and themes of fear and survival. Reader discretion is advised. Some people carry storms inside them, and I've learned to survive theirs. Life isn't fair. Some struggles are invisible. Some chaos follows you everywhere. I've walked through shadows, counted seconds in fear, smiled at a world that doesn't know the half of it.

Fragments of My Mind is a journey through the inner landscapes of consciousness. From the loss of self and the chaos of the mind, through moments of claustrophobia and confinement, to exploration and reflection, this chapbook captures the raw, unfiltered experience of thought and emotion.

When Ava was 16, her dad made a deal with a wolfborne. When she comes of age, he must give her to the son of an alpha in payment of a debt. But when its time, he refuses. Now Ava is held prisoner. She wants nothing more than to go home but something draws her to her captor. After she is attacked by one of his men, truths come out. Now she must decide if her place is at home with her dad, or in the arms of her captor. I will try and update at least once a week but between a baby and work I don't have nearly as much time as I want to dedicate to this book. Please, be patient.

Nox was a normal teenage boy who lived in the undercity with his family. He had always wanted to be a businessman and change the world for the better... Nox had never been normal. He had no goals, no aspirations, and no plans for his life, but he knew one thing: He would never let his father dictate his life. He was but a common particle floating in the cosmos until, well, until his brother gave him a goal. He needed to get stronger. He needed to survive. In a country that was riddled with hatred for each other, having civil war every five to ten years, he had to survive. Border hated the New Age government and was planning to overthrow it, and if Nox went according to his father's plan, he'd become a murderer, and he didn't want that. He didn't want to kill innocent people. But it was too late for that. Thanks to Camus, he was already a murderer. He finally had a goal: he was going to kill Camus and his father. Btw I suck at descriptions, so pls don't judge, I promise it's not as boring as it sounds. *!TW: harassment, abuse, sa, mentions of drug abuse, murder. (really bad stuff happens)!*

It's a story of a girl who spent her whole life prioritising and valuing other people's opinions. She lived according to expectations, approval, and validation - never once stopping to ask herself what she truly wanted. Until one day, she realised that the only voice she had ignored for years... was her own.

Sometimes funny other times annoying poetry. Read if you want to but dont judge otherwise I'll invite you inside my head. You wouldnt like to be there 😈😈😈 I dont want to be there - it's the boogeyman's haven. Am I good with words? I don't know. But what I lack in that department, my terrible and unwanted emotions, will compensate.

I put down my thoughts about my observation which I connect to emotions and our life. Each poem explores a different feeling inside the mind.

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Before I Go is the final chapter in Darvaty Fuller's brutally honest journey through the darkest seasons of his life. This biography opens the door to the silent battles most people never see - the kind fought in the mind, the heart, and the quiet moments when the world expects you to smile while everything inside you is breaking. Through raw memories and unfiltered reflection, Darvaty guides readers through a storm of emotions: anxiety that tightens its grip without warning, the unpredictable highs and lows of bipolar struggle, anger that burns like a wildfire, and the crushing weight of pain that comes from betrayal, loss, and the constant noise of critics and haters. Every chapter steps deeper into the war within - a place where doubt, fear, and darkness try to take control. But this story is not just about suffering. It is about confrontation. It is about staring down the demons that live inside your thoughts and refusing to let them define who you are. Before I Go is a journey through inner warfare - the kind that leaves scars no one else can see. It is the final word of a man who chose to speak openly about the struggles many people hide. For anyone who has ever felt overwhelmed by their own mind, trapped in cycles of pain, or forced to fight battles nobody understands, this book offers something rare: honesty. Sometimes the darkest chapters of a life are the ones that reveal the strongest truth.

We all live in a multifaceted world. We all live with our alter ego. We live to find purpose under someone else's skin. Trying to make through to our higher purpose. These are a collection of poems written to address those finding a higher purpose, struggling with themselves and trying to find the light. Calibrating with the soul.

"Voices" is a deeply introspective and emotional narrative that explores the internal struggle with thoughts and the voices within the mind. The text vividly describes how these voices influence the protagonist's daily life, creating an inner world that is chaotic, overwhelming, and inescapable at times. Through poetic and figurative language, the author portrays the mind as a labyrinth filled with different voices-some musical and pleasant, while others are dark and burdensome. The constant struggle to find peace amidst this inner noise is ever-present, but in the end, the protagonist reaches a moment of self-awareness: they are more than just the voices in their head; they have the power to manage them. The piece touches on themes such as the battle with inner thoughts, anxiety, the longing for peace, and self-control. While it carries a melancholic tone, it ultimately delivers a message of hope and empowerment, reminding the reader that amidst the noise, there is always a way to find harmony.

Infested with corruption within the mad city of Chicago during the booming decade of prohibition this story follows the troubled lives of an emotionally depleted bootlegger and his fateful encounter with a teenage speakeasy performer with fierce red hair. Dark history becomes infamously revealed as the witty boy is dreadfully guided through the bloody avenues of the dangerous underworld and its heartless lifestyle setting off a deadly chain of events within the traumatized town, the Windy City will never be the same after experiencing an emotional whirlwind involving heavy gang wars, shady hotels, fixed racetracks, breached brothels, first-class servicemen, extortion, cold blood murder, scandalous speakeasies, continuous parties, a bizarre love triangle, and much more... welcome to the mad city of Chicago, welcome to the horrors of intimacy.