Истории Internalconflict

Not everything that happens is understood in the moment it occurs. Some things just leave a mark... and stay there, even when they shouldn't matter anymore. There are decisions that aren't made just once. They repeat. They adjust. They become habit. With time, everything starts to feel simpler: to observe instead of getting involved, to calculate instead of trusting, to keep distance instead of taking risks. Not by choice... but because of what remained. And even then, there are things that don't fit. Small details. Subtle changes. As if something insists on breaking the order that was already set. Because not everything can be controlled. And not everything you leave behind... stays behind.

When Private Beacham finds a man from the enemy camp begging for mercy on the battlefield, she is faced with a choice between loyalty and morality. Disclaimer: English is not my first language, please be kind. I also have no real medical and military/tactical knowledge, so don't come for me please:) This is just for fun.

The mafioso inhaled deeply, chewing the inside of his lip as he formulated his thoughts together before speaking, and looked the detective in the eyes. Gin told him to go for it, and when push comes to shove, bribe the guy. But money might not fix this if he mortified himself for eternity to come when he uttered the words... "Marry me." ~ A lot can happen within the three months of summer. Some people get the dream job they wanted, some graduate from school, and maybe others take on a new hobby with all the excess downtime they received (or thrown in jail like Dazai). In Atsushi's case, he didn't expect to be proposed into a fake marriage with the one and only: Akutagawa Ryuunosuke. *** Originally posted on Ao3 where it is also still ongoing (username: "bloodyinspiring")

The first episode of "A Girl in Her Grandfather's House"

A short epistolary journey through the things we leave unsaid when the chance to speak is gone. Date Started: January 30, 2026 Date Ended: April 29, 2026

Some people hide their mistakes. Azealia Anderson has to water hers. Azealia wants to live a boring life. She wants a steady job, a quiet house, and above all else, a flat emerald green grass lawn. Unfortunately, Azealia is cursed with a "Garden of Regret." Every time she fails, a flower appears. A missed deadline brings a cluster of Static Ferns; a forgotten anniversary sprouts a row of Bleeding Hearts. To the neighbors she is a master gardener with the magic touch. To Azealia, her yard is a shimmering neon- colored ledger of every time she wasn't good enough. When a prestigious garden competition offers a chance at the ultimate success, Azealia sees a way out. She's convinced that one "win" will finally pay her debts to the universe and let her grass grow. As the flowers multiply and the pressure mounts, Azealia realizes that the more she tries to prune her life into perfection, the more beautiful, terrible truth begins to bloom. Join Azealia on her journey to find the courage it takes to be a failure- and the unexpected beauty of a life in weeds.

Milia Fallyna Jenius, Zentraedi warrior and elite pilot, is not only facing enemies. She is facing the weight of what she is... and what she chooses to become. Max steadies her with quiet devotion. Laplamiz still sees her as a weapon that belongs to her. And when Kamujin unleashes chaos, war falls over the city of Macross once again. But this is not only a story of combat. It is a story of identity, loyalty, mature love, and the place where an entire life finally comes down to earth: Hangar Number Three. It can be read and enjoyed even if you are new to Macross/Robotech.

Wei Wuxian wants advice on how to win over a girl. Lan Wangji makes him a list. Ten days. Ten lessons. Wei Wuxian learns quickly. Except, in the end, he starts longing for the wrong person. ⚠️Warning: This fiction contains love between two men, so if that's not your cup of tea, skip this fiction. The images used are created/edited using AI. Do not copy to other websites.

Broke back mountain inspired - The year was 1970. It was a cold winter in Minnesota.. especially on Reed peak. 18 year old Charlie hawks and 19 year old Reggie oaks found love that year while struggling Through a camping trip together. Charlie's father had passed a week prior and Reggie decided that he needed to help his friend take his mind off it. Charlie and Reggie's fathers had been friends for years so they were forced to be too. Neither of them would ever forget that camping trip on Reed peak.. Reggie would never forget Charlie who was forever 18.

Roselyn Reed is the girl who never belonged. She meets a charming man one day, and everything soon changes. But she has a chilling secret. One she might never reveal. 28/ 04 / 2026 ♡

What happens when a pet gains a human conscience? For Kaito, it means the sudden, painful realization that the antics he once loved, the chirping, the clinging, the constant seeking of attention, might have been nothing more than a nuisance to the woman he cares about most. Transformed from a bird into a man by a stray spark of alchemy, Kaito is determined to be the perfect butler for Nerissa Ravencroft. He tries to trade his instincts for etiquette and his chaos for composure, convinced that his old self was a burden he must now outrun. But as he suppresses his nature to avoid being "annoying," he creates a distance that neither of them knows how to bridge. Kaito is learning the hardest lesson of being human: it isn't the chores or the training that are difficult, it's the fear that the more he acts like himself, the less he deserves to stay by her side. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Disclaimer: The characters, world, and any referenced media do not belong to me. They are the property of their respective owners. This is a fanfiction written for entertainment purposes only. I do not claim ownership over any existing characters or settings. I only own the original storyline and plot created for this fanfiction.

"Two boys. Two shadows. One chance to fix one another." _________________ "A friendship that goes beyond brotherhood. One that explains cries. And pain. And smiles. And silence." _________________ [Disclaimer: This is not a gay novel..] After death opened his eyes, Raven started noticing the invisible. Raven was always the quiet one-observant, thoughtful, content to drift through high school unnoticed. But after losing his best friend to suicide, and then his own brother to guilt, Raven carrie the weight of what he didn't see. What he couldn't stop. So now, he watches. That's when he notices Devon-silent, sharp-edged, and unreachable. No one talks to him. No one sees him. Not really. Not until Raven is paired with him for a project, and curiosity gives way to something stronger: determination. Devon is the kind of boy people whisper about but never approach. Silent, bruised, always sketching shadows he won't explain. He doesn't fight back. He doesn't speak up. He doesn't need to-his silence says enough. Raven is everything Devon is not. Star athlete, top of his class, everyone's favorite. The golden boy. But behind the perfect smile and perfect grades, Raven is suffocating. From expectations. From pain. From the weight of keeping everything together while slowly falling apart. Unlike Raven, Devon doesn't want help. Doesn't want to be known. But Raven isn't here to fix him-he just wants to make sure no one else slips through the cracks. And when their worlds collide, it's anything but gentle. What starts as an unspoken curiosity becomes something more-a magnetic pull neither of them can understand, or control. But as secrets rise and silence grows heavier, Raven must choose: stay the golden boy everyone wants, or step into the storm Devon carries just beneath his skin. A quiet, haunting story about loss, survival, and the kind of friendship that doesn't need saving-only presence.

This is a collection of all of my poems. It's vast and shows themes of longing, yearning, losing control, coping etc. TW: Blood, gore, self harm, suicide Here's a teaser: Can't you see? You are also hurting me. I am you, and you can't be, Spilling blood just for glee. Please, please. Stop the addiction, I can't handle more, But you don't understand. I like the way it throbs, This addiction is my personal fortress. I like the bleeding drops. Like a choir that sings no chorus.

Jaydon, the campus womanizer, doesn't do dates, doesn't do flowers, and definitely doesn't do "forever." Until he looks at his best friend, Weston (who's secretly in love with him), and realizes he's been playing the wrong game all along. Football MVP x Basketball Captain

It started with the Protector, who turned on the ARMY and slew his predecessor, the Snake. Following a plan set into place long before her death and re-awakening, the Soldier fled and joined the opposing side as well. The Support fell on a mission mostly completed, and out of his death rose the Dark One to take revenge and finish the job. The story of five Case Studies within Project Alation. An off-the-books, unethical, secretive collaboration between a large network of underground scientists, and a few key Officers and Officials within the ARMY. Together, they are looking into the genetic manipulation of humans in the pursuit of a super-soldier with more than just enhanced strength and speed, but one that would be as comfortable in the air as humans naturally are on the ground. ---+|+--- 5-Part Story

This is a Rarl fanfic (Ron x Carl from The Walking Dead), and it's mainly portraying the tense moments and the overlooked chemistry. This is all fictional and is not to be taken offensively or seriously. (TW: mentions of SA, self harm, child abuse, mental instability, gore, etc.)

**In the Jim Crow South, two star-crossed lovers will change the trajectory of their nation's history forever.** Harriet is clearing out her grandmother's attic when she uncovers the truth: a love story marked by scandal, desperation, and a nation torn between a troubled past and a hopeful future. Harriet learns that at the heart of a great American victory is her family. Marked by legacy, this whirlwind romance proves that love isn't always black and white - and that changing the world comes at a cost. - ** ONC 2023, PROMPT #7

"Nothing was wrong. And that's exactly why it didn't feel right."

Crowley and Aziraphale have had fights before, but a grand miscommunication left them farther apart than ever. Aziraphale's new position in Heaven meant leaving Crowley behind, even after his final confession. They try and fail to live without the other while unraveling their complicated feelings about each other. Season 2 of Good Omens spoilers ahead!! It takes place right where the S2 finale leaves off. Hope you enjoy ;)