Internalized Stories

❛ HOW TO STOP LIKING BOYS! ❜ STEP ONE: Don't think about his smile or the way he looks you in the eyes when he talks to you or his laugh FAILED STEP ONE. S1 - 2 MULTIPLE CHAR/MULTIPLE OCS WINNER OF BEST MIKE WHEELER FIC IN @EZRAMIIIERS AWARDS! 1ST PLACE IN @STRANGERTHINGSCLUB'S AWARDS

He can't help but stare at the older boy, slowly coming to his senses. He fears he's no longer at the shallow end of the pool. As he keeps drifting towards the deep end, his feet can no longer touch the bottom of the pool. It's too deep for his feet to reach and Samuel can't swim. /crossposted to ao3 and aff/

"God, why don't you love me like others?"

a little boy (not little) with internalized homophobia. he likes to ragebait. (based on true events) NOTEZS (i'll add more as i make more stories) : - burrito is a nickname for me he has.

ive always struggled expressing my feelings and emotions, so i internalized them and hid them away. I decided to expressing my internalized thoughts and emotions in the form of poetry/writing. enjoy :)

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Griffin knew exactly who he could and could not be from the time he was in middle school. He could not be the boy that looked at other boys with engrossed attraction, no, that was meant for the pretty girls in his school only. He would not be that guy, no matter how many handsome boys his eyes would chase within the hallways. he did a good job of hiding behind beautiful girls until Keith Ellis moved into town and something like self-acceptance started to touch his heart in the midst of deadly circumstances. P.S. The story proceeds very slowly. The first 26 chapters of the story are basically all about Griffin - him losing his mother to cancer and him trying to date other girls to convince himself that he's not gay. He only meets Keith far into the story - in the 27th chapter.

7th grade boy River has been raised thinking being gay was wrong, but when he falls for his straight best friend some things decide to change THIS STORY HAS THE FOLLOWING: Angst F-slur (I can reclaim dont worry) Nothing else that I can think of but if there is more triggering content I will put a warning at the top of the chapter!! Hey guys so uhh this story is based of 2 kids at my school that everyone thinks are dating. I told my friends I would write a fanFic about them and they got excited so here we are. Enjoy!!

April and I have gone to the same church since our childhood. You'd think we'd be friends since my name is June and, you know, irony. However she isn't much of a talker. Her whole family is sort of aloof. Her parents, Thomas and Alexandria are always the quietest but still help out as much as they can. Good people who always have a polite smile and a "I'm just happy to be here!" type of air to them. Oh and her parents are just perfect for each other. Alexandria mentioned to me how they met once whilst we were working in the church kitchen together. Met at an art museum, cute right? April is one of the sweetest girls you'll ever talk to. Out of the little conversation we've had I always leave thinking about it all day. Her hair is like caramel or maybe a cinnamon roll. She's never dyed it before but she's cut it all sorts of different ways. Gorgeous smile, pretty eyes, incredible style. I've always wondered why I'd never seen her out and about with a boy. One year a boy at our church, Linus, asked her out. She rejected him politely I'm sure but he tried to make it sound like she was some sort of villain. He used to be a sweet boy but turned evil at the hands of puberty. He's that kind of guy.

Milo and I have been friends for the longest time, and we've always been affectionate with other, but it isn't cause I have FEELINGS for him or anything. We are just good friends! That's all!

In the 1980s being gay wasn't really accepted as it is now. So, it wouldn't surprise you if a boy denied that he was gay... Or that he has feelings for his guy best friend who's a dick... Photo for the cover (It's from Pinterest): https://i.pinimg.com/originals/d6/f2/8c/d6f28c43b13c6c61daa7e38e597e82f5.jpg

Born in the bustling city of Queens, NY on June 14th, 1946, this fearless individual started out as a real estate apprentice under his father's watchful eye. Donald John Trump. Through twists and turns, from hosting a daring reality show to boldly campaigning for political office and ultimately clinching the Republican nomination, he has proven himself to be a true hustler in every sense of the word. A real-life adventure seeker, always pushing boundaries and striving for greatness. As he bravely faced the daily challenges of running a nation, he unexpectedly encountered a formidable obstacle during his presidential duties. The obstacle presents itself in the form of none other than ex-president Joe Biden, whom he unexpectedly encounters during a court session. Joe Biden, his ultimate enemy, the person he loathes with every fiber of his being, the one individual capable of igniting a flame of fury within him simply by crossing his line of sight. However, what will occur if his blood does not boil upon encountering his so-called enemy? What will transpire if he instead feels intrigued upon witnessing his arch nemesis lurking over his wardrobe with his weapon in hand? Guess we'll have to find out dawg.

When a heartbroken girl unknowingly stumbles into the princess's chambers to cry, she finds that heartbreak is not forever. Each chapter takes place in first-person POV. Possibly slow updates. (Also, this is an AU of a story me and my friend are writing. I accidentally made Morgana too depressed in the original and I was like "Let's explore that!" yayy)

Jared lands a job at a comic book store, hoping things will be easy. When he ruins his chance at a good first impression on his co-worker, Aaron Soto it becomes clear they're going to have to deal with each other if they want to keep their jobs. I acknowledge that I don't have the rights to any of these works, characters, and I'm not taking credit for them.

"I know not by which I'd be more torn; Your presence while you were forbidden to me, or your absence while you were mine." - Shakieb Orgunwall

Behind every homophobe is a secret- a motive for hatred, a sick, sick brain. My uncle was always disgusted with homosexuality, but I never knew he was disgusted with himself. - The story of a 17 year old lesbian who stays by her (formerly) closeted gay uncle's side as AIDs slowly kills him. - "His wife left with their son, but I don't blame her. Our family won't speak to him, so I blame them a little. But mostly, I blame my big, stupid heart for not letting this asshole die alone."

Will Byers has loved Mike Wheeler for as long as he remembers, now though he must face the fact that he'll never find that love reciprocated-because Mike loves Jane. How will he deal with his yearn for Mike's love? His ex-best friend.

In Fontaine, power is everything-and Alphas rise to the top. Wriothesley has built his life on that truth, commanding respect as the Duke of the Fortress of Meropide. Strong. Stoic. Untouchable. The perfect Alpha. Only... he isn't. Behind closed doors and forged documentation, Wriothesley hides a secret that would unravel everything he's worked for: he's an Omega. He keeps his distance. Maintains control. Never lets anyone close enough to see the cracks in the mask-especially not Fontaine's Chief Justice, whose gaze lingers too long and sees too much. Neuvillette is a man of law, quiet power, and unreadable eyes. And for reasons Wriothesley can't quite name, he won't look away. The truth is a fragile thing. And some instincts are harder to bury than others.

Dylan, a 16 year old in high school with super religious parents is secretly a homosexual for.. his best friend, Ezra? (about my classmates. pls dont mind this is so fucking corny n cringy)