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The names says it all, I do random stuff lolz

"Beyond the Castle Walls" invites you into a world of mystery and adventure, where a young girl's curiosity leads her into the heart of darkness. As Lily ventures beyond the safety of her family's castle, she finds herself ensnared in a web of secrets and temptation. Follow Lily on a journey of self-discovery as she confronts the allure of the unknown and battles the shadows that threaten to consume her. With each twist and turn, the story draws you deeper into a realm where reality blurs and danger lurks around every corner. Experience the thrill of adventure and the power of resilience as Lily faces her darkest fears and emerges stronger than ever before. "Beyond the Castle Walls" is a tale of courage, redemption, and the enduring strength of the human spirit-a story that will keep you turning pages until the very end. This tale is based on the song "Lily - by Alan Walker".

ok, let's talk about "milove". this one was supposed to be at the second collection, but I decided to do some changes, and this did not fit the second collection at all, but I wanted to release it some how, and so its here. This can pretty much stand by itself. This one has a lot of reference from the past, from the poem itself to its visuals. This is perfection, the only thing that I love at the moment This one really is a love letter, this is for you<333 ehe -Released on April 9 2023-

"follow the voice into the deep end" After my last collection, I never thought I would continue making poems, I thought it was just a one time thing because I already chose to end things that were supposed to be ended in the first place. Plus I don't even know what I would write about. But then I thought to myself, love isn't the only thing that I have experienced, today April 27 2023, I turned 16 years old. Within 16 years of living, there's no way I have no story to tell. And a thought came into my mind, that im not the only one who's experiencing stuggles, what if I share mine? Hoping that others will start see me differently, In a way where they will start seeing me more as a person. I've been very silent about my struggles. Not only that, im also very private with my life on social medias, never got the urge to share how my day went through at all. Im hoping that with this collection people will understand that, I do have my struggles too I just chose to not tell others and keep it to myself. And that I am no different from them. This collection contains 7 poems in total: 1. diurnal thoughts (lately) 2. poisoned chalice 3. memorial of Uriel 4. leech 5. libra x taurus 6. self-loathing 7. nocturnal thoughts -Released on April 27 2023-

I haven't finished but I do update every time I finish a section. give it a star if you want another chapter

Poem about life

Into the Abyss is a story about man and space. Two young explorers, Bain and Terry, are chosen to explore what is beyond their home planet. They are to travel to three different planets and learn more about what inhabits them. What they don't know is what they'll encounter is beyond anything they could ever believe.

A little poem I wrote when I was feeling reflective

I followed the voice to the deep end straight into the abyss, never thought it would end but gladly it did. The thoughts did not stop right then and there, it went even deeper never would have thought that these certain thoughts will go through my head. I decided to end it all, finally... Everything went silent, cold and... dark... I seem to be in a place where I'm all alone with my thoughts, no one else is here... Freefalling into darkness, like how the demons are destined to be at the end of everything... The feeling of the cold air as I fall down deeper into the abyss... I can't see anything, I can't move, all I can do is feel the air and listen to my own thoughts. It seems like it will be like this forever, did I make the wrong decision? Did I mess up once again? But then, a bright light flashed right before my eyes, fortunately, I did find my hope but not the way I expected it to be. I'm back again, I was afraid, was that all part of a dream? Was it all in my head? Fortunately this time, I found my hope.. It's not widely respected and prioritized by people nowadays, but, I still chose this because, this is the only thing that filled that emptiness that I have been feeling. Ever since that day, I never felt hollow, I'm glad that I will never have to experience it again, I'm tired of it, sick of it all. I think, I might have found the light at the end of the tunnel... That's what I thought to myself, but then something with my surroundings, seems off... I'm now afraid of what's to come, I don't trust the future no more. This collection contains 6 poems: 1. sn 2. into the abyss 3. once again 4. blessed with a curse 5. sinners 6. Theology -Released on Jun 27 2023-

Just thinking about misunderstandings in life

"Blood Sun" unfolds as a gripping psychological journey that explores the darker sides of human emotion and the consequences of impulsive actions. Set against the backdrop of a seemingly ordinary day, the protagonist grapples with their introverted nature and the complexities of relationships. What begins as an innocent discussion with family quickly spirals into a haunting ordeal after a moment of reckless frustration leads to a tragic accident. The story delves into themes of guilt, remorse, and existential despair, as the protagonist must confront the weight of their actions while navigating their own deep-seated struggles with love and loneliness.

A tribute to my little sister. Sometimes I wonder when is my time? Others think that i'm being so negative about the situation, but for me it is something interesting. After writing "memorial of Uriel" for my last collection "deep end" I thought to myself "this deserves to be its own thing" my plan at first was just to repost it with a different artwork. However, I decided to add a few more poems with it, talking about the same topic but from different perspectives. These are the poems: 1. memorial of Uriel 2. our memories 3. if i had the chance they led me astray into the abyss... -Released on May 31 2023-

lost in space and alone- well, maybe not alone WINNER of @BeyondSol's November 2018 Into the Abyss Contest

A teenage girl gives her perspective in the messed-up world we live in today. Between mental illnesses, stress, and abuse, this is a book many teens today can relate to. TW:Suicide, self harm, mental and physical abuse, mental hospitals, and bullying.

It's starts with a girl named Lilith Marie Who goes by the name Nora. She lives in a village where she is adored by all, because of her kind, helpful and adventurous nature. But one day, she and her best friend, Evelyn decided to go into the Forbidden Forest out of curiosity. Evelyn was against it but Nora was too curious to see why it was forbidden, so she took a leap and went for it... What will happen to her? Will she fall and die from the curiosity or will she find out why it was forbidden...