author_sohagini
I loved how beautiful my name once.
Now I wonder if it ever belonged to me.
My name is Suhani. Growing up, I believed beautiful names were meant for beautiful lives. But reality taught me that I was never the favorite not my parents' not my friends' not even God's. I was always there, always trying, but never chosen. That's why I hate stories where the soft-spoken, broken girl turns out to be God's favorite and gets everything in the end. Real life doesn't work like that. At least, it never did for me.
And then, suddenly, everything started changing. My parents want me back.
My best friend whom I loved quietly started returning my feelings. The love I waited for my entire life finally showed up.
But instead of happiness, I felt fear.
It isn't thrilling. It isn't exciting. It doesn't feel like a dream come true. It feels...wrong. Why now? Why all at once? Is this God's way of apologizing for all the years of my loneliness? Or is something bad waiting for me at the end of this sudden warmth?
I don't know if they truly want me or if I'm just a pawn in someone else's secret game.
What I do know is this: I will not let anyone ruin my life anymore. I will not accept love at the cost of my freedom. I will question. I will search. I will find the truth.
This is not a love story.
This is my story of fear, awakening, and choosing myself.
Will you walk with me through this rollercoaster, where love feels dangerous, faith feels fragile, and the truth might change everything?
✨ Because sometimes, being noticed is far more terrifying than being invisible. ✨