AlreadyGone1
She never actually thought of how she felt, really. It was more like Julia lived to please her mother, and everyone else around her, then herself.
Until, one day, she realized something-- she wasn't really happy. Her life: it revolved around what people thought, what they would say, and how they felt. She wasn't happy; not at all. She had nothing to really live for--except God--but would he really care if she left?
She thought about it, thought about it some more, and came to the conclusion that the world had nothing to give her that would make her happy.Peace, happiness...love. It was so, so hard to find.
Maybe she's wrong. Maybe she should go out and find her way. Live a little. When she pondered this, it made her feel something she never thought she'd feel again.
Hope.