CringeyChick
She looked to the courtroom from the stand and thought about what she could possibly say next.
"Mrs. Matthews, you are under oath. You have to answer"
"I understand that much." she snarled. Her voice never wavered, she was speaking with anger and pain. "I also understand that loving a killer to the point of breaking is scary, at first. Deep down you know that you could die, that you could lose yourself. You all may think that I have lost my mind, but I think I've found out who I really am. But, despite what you all may think, loving a monster is the most beautiful thing known. You lose yourself. You become consumed because you know that you are the only person that they can be a genuine person around. You remain who you think you are before you indulge in the disgusting, morbid, and bloody mess that we are all meant to be. Truthfully, I think that loving a killer is thrilling. Afterall, the love we have is full of deadly passion."