Jasperwhite Stories

Step. Breathe in. Step. Breathe out. I've come back to life. I'm alive. I'm living. I mean, I was never really dead, yet I was never really alive. Step. Breathe in. Step. Breathe out. I existed. Night on night, Jack Daniels and a cigarette on the fire escape of my apartment. I was numb, I was heartless, I was wasted. Step. Breathe in. Step. Breathe out. But now I feel. I love her. I always did, deep down, I knew Charlotte Garcia was the one I loved. Step. Breathe in. Step. Breathe out. Now I'm drunk on love.

She looked at me, pausing for a moment before speaking. "When you're dying on the inside, nobody notices it. A smile can hid the fact that, you're dying and you need help. But you can't say it, until he notice you were dying, and your world just changed. So, why can't you love him?" I thought over the question, she had a point. Why couldn't I love him? My heart wanted, my body wanted him, and I needed him so badly. But, why couldn't I love him? "I dunno why I can't love him. I should, because he loves me, but somehow I can't love. My heart is broken." I say quietly, she barely heard it. She nodded slowly, before scribbling something in that stupid notebook. It was quiet, very quiet. I wasn't feeling like myself; I felt uneasy. And dizzy. "How are you feeling, Ryder?" She asked and how did I feel? I don't know. Some reason, I was sweating in my leather jacket, and my heart is pounding for some reason. I felt really hot, I couldn't understand what was happening. But when I didn't answer she knew something was wrong. "What's wrong?" I didn't answer. My knuckles gripped the chair, my breathing picked up, and I suddenly felt pain spread through out my body like wild fire and I hunched over. Moaning in pain, I ignore her asking me what was wrong and I growl. I lifted my head slowly, and looked straight into her eyes. "Jasper."

Call is trying to cope with the fact that his best friend is dead AGAIN. He finds solace in an unlikely person and one thing leads to another. --------------- A magisterium fic it almost like the canon books but gay and with more romance and slightly more feelings. Is set in the silver mask book and the next book whenever that it. This is the Jasper × Callum fic no one asked for or wanted.

I looked at her on the couch. She almost looked defeated sitting there. "We can help you find your parents? I'm sure it wont be hard. I found the old missing poster when you were 4." She shook her head. "I'm not the Allison they expect. The Allison they had hoped to raise. What will I say? Hey I know you don't know me. But I'm your daughter you lost fourteen years ago. Oh by the way I have these." She shook her palms around that had the scaring from her energy. "I'm not who they wanted to raise. I will never be her." Tears started to run down her face. "I'm a monster. I-I don't even know who I am anymore." She sunk further into the couch slamming her face into hands. There was nothing I could say that could comfort her. Nothing I could do to make the situation easier. I was still processing my world that was flipped upside down how could I do anything to make things easier.