Jeonghannie Stories

Three part poem about a fan hallucinating and wanting to be with an idol badly. [WARNING: mentions of depression and hallucination] I'm sorry if this poem isn't up to standard. ( A/n: my poems are also posted on my fan account @/ jeonghannie_1004)

My life continued to go on, and so as my love for the gone but never the one who left like I'm just a toy. In my life, ALL my life.. I never expected that this moment would come that my shell would break and then suddenly, my life is in half-shambles as a lot of things go crazy and confusing. But all of those things weren't just bad, they come and get me, but.. Jeonghan is always there. A blessing in my life, that person I never thought would come to me and change me. He's always there in ups and downs and I can never be more thankful to him for all of those. In this, I never expected more things to come to me, what if... I say I can do this without Jeonghan.. But... Can he do it without me?

I just never really liked how my whole elementary to high school life end up. Bullies here and there, when will they stop? I transferred, had friends whom I can rely to, and met this Young Master. He's that typical Young Master, cold, distant and smart too. There had been some things that had been intersecting the two of us, that made me realize something in the end. What is this?

ငယ်ငယ်ကတည်းက မေတ္တာငတ်မွတ်နေတဲ့ ကောင်လေးဟာ သူ့ကိုချစ်ခြင်းတရားတွေပေးစွမ်းနိုင်တဲ့ ကောင်လေးနဲ့တွေ့တော့ ဘယ်လိုဆက်ဖြစ်သွားမလဲ....? -𝖠𝗅𝗅 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝗆𝗒 𝗂𝗆𝖺𝗀𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇.