starchycat15
John's heart broke at that moment. There was a black dread in his stomach, gnawing, bitting, spitting, fighting. So he did what any logical person would do in this situation. He ran. He ran, and would keep running until he was hidden. So he could die inside in peace.
This is a JohnDave sadstuck story, so be warned. There will be a lot of angst. But if you are as self torturing as me, you won't have a problem with that.