Little_Finn
am·biv·a·lent
adj
having or showing simultaneous and contradictory attitudes or feelings toward something or someone
· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·
"why don't you love me, y/n? i've tried so hard to show you that i truly care about you, i love you, okay? nothing can change how i deeply long for you every single second im away from you. why can't you just give me a chance?" paul said with a hurt look in his eyes. he had a look as if you kicked his puppy. as she gazed into his hazel eyes, she felt her heart stutter for a moment. she turned away from paul, so he wouldn't see how much of an impact he was having on her. did he really mean what he said? what if it was just to play you on and then dump you and leave you heartbroken the next minute.
"how many times do i have to say it to you, paul? i won't love you..!" the girl finally said after a grueling minute or two passed, she whipped around to face the brunet. her face was stained with tears that escaped their prison of pent up emotions and sleepless nights, thinking of paul.
"you said won't this time." he said his voice cracking as it was laced with vulnerability and welled up hurt, the tension between them was almost suffocating as the people around them faded away, unimportant to the heated moment the two possessed.
· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·
some important things i would like to cover before you start reading this this book!
-lowercase intended
-not smut/lemon
-will not be following the history of The Beatles/may be some inaccurate info (i'm too lazy to do research and yada yada)
-slow-ish burn (i'm going to attempt)
-slow updates
-errors/kinda sucky writing
this book is inspired by many other paulxreader/oc stories i've seen
· · ─ ·✶· ─ · ·
started: April 13, 2026
ended: ?