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Subaru Natsuki is thrown into another world with nothing but the ability to return from death.
Already deeply broken before his arrival, shaped by abuse, drugs, and a life where everything seemed to go wrong, he's trapped in endless loops that slowly twist raw desperation into cold, ruthless calculation. Every death is just another attempt. Every person becomes another piece on the board.
As he uncovers the world's darkest secrets, discovers a mysterious second ability he never knew he possessed, and forms bonds with people who constantly forget him, Subaru must confront the trauma, self-destructive habits, and broken parts of himself that have followed him into this new world.