Historias de Justmyself

A little public diary of my beloved feelings for her. It will progressly make more chapters depending on my emotions and mood.

It about my depression

Words and thoughts inside

I know how it feels to feel alone even though it looks like it's not. Feeling alone sometimes comes when my surroundings are a little bit off on what I do. Sometimes I don't know where that feeling alone is coming. In my family? the situation I'm in? my attitude towards others? I don't know. I don't know how to resolve the sadness that I'm feeling right now. Sometimes I wish to be gone, some other day I feel alive, some just going with the flow. I hope that someday this feeling will be gone away. I want to be alone, or I wanted to cry this out. To release my sadness or maybe pain for I don't know the reason behind it. However, I really don't know how, I cry but in seconds here comes the sadness. That I'm not the way I was alive. I feel dead. I really want to cry out loud. GOD SAVE ME! FOR THIS AWFUL FEELING. RENEW MY MIND AND HEART DO THAT I CAN OPEN MY EYES AND SEE THE BEAUTY OF THE WORLD. GUIDE ME ALWAYS LORD. AND HELP ME O LORD!

In this book I will present the life of a girl who does not have much love and life, until one day her lost brother appears and her life undergoes a drastic change.

Some have prejudices. They say I'm just a monster, just confused, just lost, just disgusting, just anything that they do not like. I say, however, that I am just brave, just damaged, just myself... Just, possibly, a witch.

A collection of words that continued to stay stuck in my throat for too long. Not all of them are poems, some are just words I needed to say. Cover by- @elysiums

I decided to stop looking for something perfect, cause you know what? That doesn't exist. Start looking for something real and only in that way you will be happy. That's what you mostly gonna read in this story, how I am trying to be myself