tigerlilla
trigger warnings below, contains spoilers
this fic was inspired by @s_beth 's "foolish men have tried, but only you have shown me how to love being alive" however, i took it in a VERY different direction. it's a beautiful fic, please go read it!!! on ao3, I'll add link in comments:)
"i watched you fall. in your white shirt. and i saw you, i could see you in the white tux you already had picked out, walking down the aisle on our wedding day. i saw your bright yellow socks. your favorite ones, the ones with the little smiley faces on them. i could see you chasing our daughter around the house in those socks. suga, i could see it clear as day, our future together. i could see you in those plaid pants you love so much on your first day of teaching. you looked so happy, suga. i could see you reaching out to me singing "daiiichiii," in the way i loved. i watched you fall."
TW/// 9/11, death, suicide, tramua, terrorist attack, grief