Kylana cerita

aku yang harus menahan kesakitan sejauh ini. kau tak pernah ingin peduli, meski baru detik tadi kau mengatakan bahwa kau sangat memperhatikan kita. luka masa lalu yang kau biarkan menganga, akankah sembuh jika kau akan terus berhenti perduli? pada segala kesalahan masa lalu kita, pada ribuan kenangan indah yang sama sekali tak ikut andil di dalamnya.

Ever since I divorced Alana Pike, nothing has been the same. I have left service on the Enterprise, and now work on the Starbase Victory. I absolutely miss being with her everyday...but it was for the best. It was a simple, quick message. A simple, quick message changed my life forever. Even now, every night I go over why I did it, and in the end, I am able to convince myself that I did the right thing for just long enough to fall asleep. The nightmares are growing worse. What is she up to now? How is she holding up? How is my son? Is he mad? Thoughts like this are the only things I can focus on. It's getting in the way of my work, and I come to the conclusion that the only thing I can do to help myself...is go back and talk to the only woman who can fill the hole in my life.

All about a boys death