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When I was here,
you wished I'd disappear.
Now that I'm gone,
you'll be singing my song.
It's too late to go back,
we'll just rewind the past.
I'll miss the hate,
the blood running in my veins,
every word you ever said
and the way nothing changed.
When I was here,
you'd leave me on my knees.
Now you'll sing,
"where'd you go" on repeat.
It's too late to go back,
we'll just rewind the past.
I'll miss the hate,
the blood running in my veins,
every word you ever said
and the way nothing changed.
It's over now,
times overdue,
no words left,
just singing the blues,
nothing left to say,
just another day in May,
when everything will change.
It's too late to go back,
we'll just rewind the past.
I'll miss the hate,
the blood running in my veins,
every word you ever said
and the way nothing changed.
I don't want to stay,
I just want to fade,
drugs in my veins,
I just want to fade.
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Depressing, huh? I wrote this just before I killed myself. Awesome last words. Aren't they? My voice is the only thing left of me now. And my words. Hopefully.
I bet the guy in the sky will ruin that. He didn't save me in life but it'd be so annoying if he saved me from death. If he's even real.
Dylan!! I knew you'd read my diary. You must have wrecked my room to find this. Stop snooping around in my stuff!
It's creepy how she keeps doing that. It's like she's reading my mind.
Don't act so shocked. Surely you're used to this by now.
She knows me so well. So well that it's scary.
Get your filthy paaaws off ma silky draaaws!
This is just like her. Never taking anything seriously. Not even her own suicide note.
Stop trying not to laugh. I know you want to.
I grab the corner of the page and am about to turn to the next page, when I notice writing at the bottom of the page.
Don't! Don't you dare turn the page! Put my diary down!! Or I'll haunt you.
Yeah, like she wasn't already.
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She was the girl who was most likely to take the world by storm but her storms took her