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"Why is everything a shot in the god damn dark! Everyone decision I make just happens to impact me! Every god damn thing, It not necessarily bad, but I'm selfish, I want and need, that's just what humans do. Once they're satisfied completely they don't need or desire what I want, because they already got what I don't have but crave."
Summary, Ariana has lived well, a non-dramatic high school life and good friends along the way, shes loved by people and always has amazing parties, her best friend is too introverted but she doesn't mind she cares for him. Everything takes a twist with her crush who she fell too deep in love with. But she doesn't know that's he's not going to be around too long and it's not her fault, fate decided it wasn't for her, the boy she liked. Everyone seems happier than ever during this change and twist, besides her people are caught up in their happiness and shes caught up making them happy, all the chances she took apparently didn't go planned. She tries so hard to make other happy, but she's forgetting about herself and losing herself.
This book does contain triggers so if you are triggered by:
boyxboy, depression, insecurity, Depressed/Slightly suicidal thoughts. Please do not read. Stay safe.
I portray my characters with real-life celebrities I do not own these people and nor do they know me I just use them to give examples of a similar way they would look in my mind. This is a bit of fanfiction (phan, laurex, and zalfie) I think that's it if you'd like me to go more in-depth please message me and vote for my book if you enjoyed it, criticism is welcome! hate isn't.