Истории Leedk

"So don't stop don't stop this healing Baby If it's hard you can rest" Seoksoo #1 Date started: 11 / 30 / SVT Date published: 12 / 04 / SVT Date finished: d i s c o n t i n u e d

It started on a rainy Friday night, when the campus library kicked them out early because of a power outage. Joshua, ever the calm senior, and Seokmin, the bubbly junior with too much energy, were left standing under a flickering lamppost outside the main building. "Where to now?" Seokmin asked, balancing his umbrella on his shoulder. "Dorm curfew's still two hours away" Joshua tilted his head, eyes glinting in the dim light. "Ever been inside the old music building?" Seokmin blinked. "The abandoned one? They say a student disappeared there during recital week." His voice dropped theatrically, but Joshua only smiled faintly, like he was enjoying the fear in his tone. "Exactly. Want to see if it's true?" And so it began.

Tatlong buwan nang naka-confine si Davien Keanu Villareal sa psychiatric ward ng St. Aurelius Medical Center. Tahimik siya. Hindi nakikipag-usap. Hindi rin tumitingin sa mata ng kahit sino. Para bang mas pinili niyang manatili sa loob ng Room 17 kaysa harapin ang mundong iniwan niya. They call him DK, isang survivor siya ng isang aksidente na hindi niya kayang patawarin ang sarili niya. Sa unang rotation ni Pandora Delanie Dizon bilang psych intern, akala niya handa na siya sa laha, breakdowns, panic attacks, o silent patients. Pero hindi siya handa kay DK. Sa lalaking mas gustong manahimik kaysa magsalita, pero kumakanta tuwing madaling-araw kapag akala niya walang nakakarinig. What started as routine observation slowly became something else. Mas mahahabang usapan. Mas tahimik na mga sandali. Mga tanong na hindi nasasagot ng clinical notes. Habang unti-unting nalalaman ni Padd ang totoong dahilan kung bakit pinipili ni DK ang guilt kaysa paghilom, mas lalo rin niyang nare-realize na may manipis na linya sa pagitan ng pagiging doktor at pagiging tao. Sa lugar na ginawa para sa paggaling, pareho nilang matututunan na ang pag-survive ay hindi sapat. Minsan, kailangan mo ring payagan ang sarili mong mabuhay. Disclaimer: This story contains themes of mental health struggles, trauma, and survivor's guilt. Some scenes may be triggering for certain readers. Please read with caution. The portrayal of psychiatric settings and therapy in this story is fictional and not meant to be a substitute for professional advice. If you or someone you know is struggling, please seek help from a licensed mental health professional.