Lettersforyou Stories

in this-...letters to my best friend that i wish i could give them but i'm not to sure.... Cover made by me...

~ I don't how to explain this but this is just a bunch of random things but it hold many words that I can't explain😊 Well, just enjoy, I guess...~

Words is not enough for me to express how I am feeling. Time is not enough for me spend it with you. Distance is not enough for me to able to touch you. Love is not an enough reason to have you. Praying is not enough to be with you. Efforts is not enough for you to appreciate me. Closure is not enough for you notice me. Eyes is not enough for you to see me the way I see you. Ears is not enough for you to hear me saying that I love you. Brain is not enough for you remember my existence. Heart is not enough for you to love me. And destiny seems like to hate me for not having you.

"You still receive letters from the same person?" Jaehyun asked. "Yeah, the sender never failed to send me letters every week," Jungwoo replied. "I wonder who is she." Letters for You // NCT Kim Jungwoo

Letters that I write for someone.

My letters to Love, Time and Death.

Words, things, dramas that i can't personally say to you

Dear Ex, Today is supposed to by 2nd month of my death, but as you know it didn't happen. I miss you a lot. I still can't get over you. So I decided to write a letter every day until that most awaited way comes, moving on from you. I don't think it's a good idea though. Would it help me really? I am not sure. But I guess, it's a lot better than calling and texting you. I think I am 20% moved on now. It's a long way to go. I have met guys and I just chose to not be with them because I don't want to hurt them. I want to be ready and totally over you to be with that person. I can't be you or my friend. I can't be with someone I don't love just because I need someone. I don't to hurt like how you hurt me. You know, it was the night that you totally broke my heart. I am still crying. As a matter of fact, I am crying while writing this. I remember how you ended it up and you cruelly threw me away. I was like a pet you did not like anymore and left me in the street. I remember the most vicious things you said in front of your friend. I remember everything. I was drunk that night when I met you. Even though I was, I remember how your face looked like. I remember how disgusted you were. I was wearing the singlet you bought for me in Ho Chi Minh, same shirt you bought for the person you chose. Truly, I am not sure how did let myself get involved with you romantically. But I wish it didn't happen because it was wrong to begin with. For now, I am praying I will be fine. I will be.

Messages I have failed to send you...

A collection of poems from yours truly. Includes: #She-Series #Karma's a Bitch #ThatGuy #BestUnsaid... and a lot more to come! You can follow me on Twitter @Pangit_ni_siya (Gone Girl) or maybe not because I post so many profanities. XD Be my guest.

A peek the vulnerable side I'm to scared to show