be1akwardturtle
What would you do if everything you tried failed in love?
I tried really hard
You tore my heart
Piece
by
itty bitty
Piece.
I don't know what I was expecting
A heartfelt confession?
A secret romance?
But really I knew
I just hoped it wasn't true
That it was literally me not you
Sad but true.
And what would you think
If I dressed up real pretty
And asked you
what exactly you thought of me?
would I be in manipulating you?
would it even matter?
of course not.
these are the words spoken
by a loveless romantic
and a heart sick loner.
can I even say
we are "friends"
let's be real.
and let's be honest.
I'm the ugliest
and you're the hottest.
but you're practically married
and you're super duper sweet
so is it stupid for me to think
that you'd never want me.
of course it is.
I know it's stupid.
holding a torch for a guy with no lighter.
and that's not a euphemism.
what if I lost weight?
of course not