Losingyourself Stories

Autumn is different than the other girls. She is mysterious, the kind of girl that people want to figure out. Her senior year of high school, she falls madly in love with the tall, dark Spencer. And when he goes missing she'll do anything to find him. Even if it means losing herself along the way.

Moving halfway across the country, just to become an apprentice for a publishing company, especially fresh out of college, might sound a bit crazy to people. Not to Emily Anne, though. To her, it's a road to success, a road to her dreams. All she wants to become is an author, can becoming an apprentice help her? And will she find love along the way?

You never understand what love really is until the person you love is snatched away from you and you don't even have a chance to say goodbye. You know the saying opposites attract? It couldn't be more incorrect. Opposites don't attract. They stick to each other like their lives depend on it. It's not even the persons choice. It just kind of happens. Austin and I bonded over the three things that we have in common. Our love for Mayday Parade, books, and our childishness. (Is that even a word????) We were the perfect match. We were in love... Are in love. ________________________________________________________________________________ I really suck at descriptions but give it a chance! Pweaseeeee Love you my Shexy Potatoes!!

This is a working progress ATM was just trying out this app and seeing what people think. It's going to be a series of different books with different characters. But it's all about a darkness. At first he comes as a force a bit like a Demond. He gets into your life. Controls it to the point were all you feel is alone and pain. That's what it feeds off of until your nothing but that pain. Then he takes it away. By taking you away. Leaving just a shell of a person.

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written Dec 23 2015

A poem about walking around in the neighborhood you used to live. Expecting a warm embrace of feeling home, you are met with a distant memory of a former self. You grief who you once was, walking the steps you used to take.

Poetry

Juliet Moretti has never had an easy life. Her parents spilt up months after her 11th birthday. She lost her sister at the age of 9 in a car accident. Her mom neglected her and her dad left her. All she had was Stefano ,her big brother. Then He left to join the military once he turned 18. She put all her effort in school so she could go to College. After she graduates college and her bank account nearly runs dry, she gets a job at the local bar to help her pay her rent and buy the necessities. She refuses to ask her father or mother for anything. Braxton Sterling had it all , the girl, money, popularity, and the future. Then in the blink of an eye, poof, his life was torn to shambles. The love of his life, his high school sweetheart, was killed in a car wreck. Hit by two Drunken drivers. He became cold hearted, distant, and a workaholic. Can Juliet fix Braxton while she's still putting herself together? Can Brax ever learn to love again? Find out in Fighting Sterling.

She tried to find love, hope, and faith, but what she found was loss, pain, and tears. She felt like her world was falling, but she pertained to be a strong girl.

The feeling of losing someone close.

A book full of poetry truly from my heart. I love poetry its passion and play with words. How the words flow. they are all amazing either sadness, anger, love, and happiness so here are some random poems from me.

I hunt for words The same way I shop for clothes I sift through racks in thrift stores Because that is where The gems hide. I will find boring words, And ugly words There are also the ones That would be exquisite in someone else's mouth But don't roll from my tongue in the same way. I spend hours searching for verbs and nouns, Adjectives and prepositions. I am grabbing anything that might fit. Then I step into the changing room, Strip down, And try on my words. I slide them on carefully, And inspect myself from all angles. Some I have to spend several minutes with, Others I know are mine in seconds. With the help of a friend, I learn which words Express who I am And toss out the ones I would be pretending in. Next I survey my selection, And though it is a thrift shop, The price tags add up quickly. So I pick out the words I love, The ones that feel the best Against my skin and in my heart. They get to stay. The rest I hang up gently For another day.

Dark poems that depict losing someone and losing yourself and more...

I wrote this poem at the end of 2013, pouring out my thoughts onto paper. 'In the Light, another poem I have posted, is in a way the sequel poem of this, containing more brighter and positive notes than 'In the Dark', which I wrote to attempt bring a brighter outlook into my life, when I was fighting through darker days. I found this again just recently and thought it was worth sharing. Enjoy. (:

*In This Book* "All the sorrows, all the cries Dreadful silence, sleepless nights ...................... Heart died and brain thrived ......."

They ask her what she fears most, and she says "heights." But the truth lives quieter- in the dust on her brushes, the fading fire in her hands, and the art that no longer feels like hers. Between the weight of chores, the pull of duty, and the ache of a dream slipping away, this is her confession.

This story begins with a girl, This girl has a best friend, he is a guy. Now your going to think they fall in love have some complications break up then find each other and live happily ever after well your wrong there are so many twists and turns and fucked up moments you'll just have to try and keep up. This is one girls story. This is not a love story. This is real life.