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Should I distance myself from you?
Coz every time I get close to you.
I feel anxious about myself,
My heart beats fast when you're near,
I think it's a bad symptoms,
That I should avoid.
Don't you know that I hate you?
Yes I hate you for being you,
I hate you for being so dense,
I hate you are to me,
coz you make me feel special,
When totally I'm not
I hate the way you laugh,
coz I know I'm not your happiness,
I hate the way you hold my hand,
coz I know that I'm not the one who hold that forever,
I hate you for being you,
coz I know I am not the one you want,
But what can I do?
When your small gestures towards me,
Make me fall for you deeper.
If only if I can delete my feelings for you,
I will, coz my heart is aching when I think about you and her.
If only if I can distance away myself from you,
I will, coz I know I will just get hurt if I continue to get close by you,
I want to do it so badly
coz every time I see your eyes
I already know that there is no chance for us
coz you only see her just her.
I hope there is a remedy for my feelings,
coz I don't know what to do anymore,
It's like you cast a spell on me,
I think I should really distance myself,
Even if you make me happy,
I just want to save my heart,
As early as possible before it get broken
coz it already have a small crack because of you.
first story don't expect to much:)