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"I can't please! Don't do this!", His voice cracked on the other end of the line. I swallowed the sob trying to come out.
No. I have to do this. I need to do this. I was silently reminding myself why I should do this. I sighed. There's so many things I would rather say but all I could mutter was, "I'm sorry. You deserve someone better."
I know. It's the lamest overused excused. And I could sense his not taking it. With a heavy heart and tears in my eyes, I said the words I know I could never take back.
"It's not working out for me. Hindi kita kayang mahalin! Pinilit ko okay? Pero hindi eh! Hindi talaga! I'm sorry".