Lunaxvhonxdustinxenzo Stories

Do you ever fall in love even though your scared to fall? That your willing to feel the pain even though it's unbearable? That you already know what will happen in the end but still choose to live with the ideas having your love in your arms. To wake up each morning with that person.. I don't believe in love story anymore. Everything is a fail. I was living just for the person who needs me the most. Who almost lost her sanity when the love of her life betray her. I was there. So I promise to myself. I won't be stupid like that person. I've had enough. I'm so tired waking each night with my Mom crying next to my bedroom. So why? Why did I endure all this pain while I'm watching this person that I didn't know I will fall in love deeply... Like crazy! I asked myself a thousand times why did I let this happen? Alam ko namang hindi ako ang pipiliin niya? That I'm just a friend? Kaya bakit pa ako umaasa?! Kung sa una pa lang alam kong talo na. Hanggang kailan matatapos ang pag hihintay ko sa kanya na mapansin din ako? Na pag ukulan din ako ng pagtingin? Pagod na ko pero patuloy na umaasa. Talo pero matuloy na sumusugal. Mahina pero nabubuhayan tuwing nasisilayan ang mga ngiti niya. I'm in love. With her. With that girl. And I love everything everything about her. All about her make me believe what love is? It wasn't selfish. Cause I'm giving my all just to stay with her. Hanggang sa naubos na ko. At hindi ko na maalala pa kung sino ako.