Истории Manicdepression

STARTING THIS STORY AGAIN LOL

This may be the only story I put trigger warnings on because there is a shit ton and I don't want any of you to have a flashback or think of poisonous thoughts. I want you all to be safe. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!

Ian Curtis, a 22 year old singer, is on the verge of stardom but also desperation. He cannot seem to balance being a performer, a civil servant, a husband, a future parent and an epileptic. When he crosses paths with someone who knows nothing but desperation he tries to save her, falling in love and into a greater disorder than before. Not a Fairytale Story, not a Love Story. Merely one of two unquiet souls. ||Since there's a lack of Ian Curtis stories in this website I decided to create my own. This story is based purely on /my/ perception of Ian. Only he knew what went on inside his mind, that being said I hope you guys enjoy it.||

A Poem

I've created this space to express my thoughts and feelings. This story is about me. But this story is also about you. This is a space for you to express your thoughts and feelings. If you want to be included among the many voices, let me know...there is healing in your words.

I was on fire when you found me The second I saw you, the cyan ocean in your eyes formed a riptide and beckoned me to come closer I was sucked into you, submerged in your dark enigma of a soul But instead of drowning, I only found relief I'm still scorched, seared, singed But if you'll allow me, I'll stay immersed in you There is no comfort in the world for me Except for in the throes of your unbridled waves

You grew up, anti social and afraid of leaving your house thanks to your 'childhood' upbringings. Your dearest 'mother' told you from the very beginning of your life about how bad and scary the world was, making you watch TV shows and documentaries; showing how terrible the world really was. From rapists, murderous, paedophiles and so much more fucked up shit. And, it honestly terrified the fuck out of you, to the point where you happily stayed in your house and never left. Sometimes it got to the point where you didn't even trust your own parents... ____________________________________________ ∆Trigger warning∆ Talk of a wide range of mental illnesses, disorders. As well as, me a person with no experience in a mental hospital wrote this. So lots of things mentioned are unlikely to be real, or similar to real life. Definitely lots of profanity, likely not a lot of romance: I'm mostly basing this off of two people that have psychotic tendencies, that also have a weird interest in one and other. Slight mention of other creepypastas and marble hornet characters. ____________________________________________ Respectfully I'd say this was a 15+ but none of you will listen anyway.

a story about a girl saving a boy from himself

Deep depression slowly blossoming into madness. It just takes a little to go over the edge. Robin is on that edge.. will he go over? or somehow cling to the fringes of reality that he has created for himself.

My name is Amelia Jenkins. I'm female, average height, average weight, average looks; blue/green/grey eyes with average shoulder length curly hair, a few pathetic freckles on my pale ass skin. as i said; i'm a pretty average looking female. people who are tight with me usually call me silly little nicknames, but i haven't seen these people for a few years now, so forget i said anything. To be honest i'm not sure why i felt the need to tell you that irrelevant information, you're never going to know me, this will be my final words. i suppose i wanted to put a name to the body? who knows? I sure as hell don't anymore. Ha, who am i kidding? I never have. Anyway. back to the original reason i'm here. About 3 years ago I've been diagnosed with being manic depressive, most commonly known as 'Bi Polar disorder,' ever since that I've been trying to deal with these insane mental ups and downs as good as I can. Evidence proves i'm not doing a good job on dealing with these 'ups and downs' Most of the time my writing and art work helps me in all this chaos, but then i realized aint nobody going to look at my pathetic doodles and word vomit covered pages, so that dream died along with any self-worth illusions i once had. But if you're hoping for a classic happy, illogical ending in this story, stop reading now because I'm going to have to disappoint you; there won't be one. why? because this is my reality.

A girl named cammyle, has bad anxiety, and deals with manic depression. When the people at her school become too unbearable she breaks, having three panic attacks in one week. When talking to her bestfriend who is four hundred miles away isn't enough they take a trip to see him.

Alexa and jb fall in love. Crazy things keep happening to jb and Alexa is just trying to be there for her. Something amazing but horrible happens to jb...

hi im gonna tell you how i ended up here

Journal of a fighter The journey of having to deal with a mental illness and disorders . And having to go through: Failed relationships And a past that haunts.

In a world where love is both sought-after and elusive, two souls find themselves entangled in the intricate web of fate. She, a woman with a heart full of love to give, yearns for companionship and connection. Yet, destiny seems determined to test her resolve, throwing obstacles in her path at every turn. He, on the other hand, carries the weight of a turbulent past and a fractured soul. Each day feels like a battle against the cruelty of fate as he struggles to find comfort in a world that has shown him little kindness. Despite their differences, their paths cross in a twist of fate that neither could have predicted. As they navigate the complexities of life and love, they are forced to confront their vulnerabilities and insecurities, finding strength in each other's presence. In a tale woven with the threads of destiny, fate, and faith, The Quran serves as a guiding light, reminding them to trust in the wisdom of Allah's divine plan, even in the face of uncertainty. ─────────────── "You can't escape fate-especially when it brings you to the one you love."

Poem I wrote during my insomnia when I was having racing thoughts.

I'm drowning, aren't I? This couldn't possibly be the reality. My life is a joke. Please don't go. Are you on... fire? Oh, Harry. In place of words, I simply spoke with my skin. HOTLINES DATING AND DOMESTIC ABUSE: loveisrespect: 1-866-3319474 24/7 DEPRESSION AND SUICIDE: NSPL: 1-800-273-8255 24/7 the trevor project: 866-488-7386 24/7 LGBTQ EATING DISORDER: 1-800-931-2237 GENERAL CRISIS: text SUPPORT to 741-741 24/7 MENTAL ILLNESS HOTLINE: 1-800-950-6264 SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE: 1-800-656-4673 24/7 ********COVER MADE BY THE AMAZINGLY TALENTED @domistyping ********* (: (: (: PREVIOUSLY KISS N TELL AND/OR SIXTH SENSE

Disney Princesses are written with the same formula. Deceased parent(s), a cute animal sidekick, magic surrounding them, and a terrifying villain. Overall, it ends where the prince and the princess get married and everyone leaves the theater, thinking about how wonderful those fairytale realities must be. This is different. While Aidan keeps some of the traditional Disney Princess characteristics, mental illness and abuse are introduced, representing a population of young children who haven't had a happy life and are defenseless in a battle that they fight every day. Will she have a happily-ever-after?

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