MochaBlended
To the Dearest you
who never got the chance to hear what I had to say,
I've long to hold you in my arms.
I've long to talk to you when the time is right.
I've long to stare at you as you fall asleep.
I've long to save you from all your distress.
We we're too young back then and I thought it was not yet the right time. I thought what I felt will pass just like everything else around us. We we're too young after all.
I contended myself with the knowledge that if we are meant to be, we will be. Cliché as it may sound; I had all my hopes for a story of us inside such a line. But time was never my friend back then. It never gave me the chance to tell you how I felt. I got scared of the possibility of rejection. I became afraid of losing you before I even had you.
Then you were gone. You are still gone.
Now, in the darkest corners of my room, I laid my heart to rest, thinking that maybe if I stand still, time will pity me and give me the chance to see you again. I continued living my life like everything is according to plan. I lived. I laughed. I lashed. But I never tried to love.
When destiny works its wonders and this piece of me gets to you, I hope you will know and realize that I will keep my heart where it is until you come.
Please see me immediately.
From the Coward inside of me
who never got the courage to show you what's inside my heart.