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"I love you Lily, don't you mind?" ♡♡Based on Me by The 1975, this is a fan fiction based on Matty Healy and the rest of The 1975, it's my first fanfic and I really hope you guys like it!!♡♡

"my broken veins say that if my heart stops beating, we'll bleed the same way."

theres a title for a reason yo.

He didn't know why he spent every night there, or why he left every morning with a little more self hatred burning in his chest, or why his eyes closed contently with each red line on his wrist. All he knew was the wind was blowing too loud for anyone to hear him screaming at the world, and the black depths hiding under the cliff looked so peacefull and calm, endless darkness he could easily get lost in, just like the bottles he's thrown there when he tried to numb his mind, like stars in the night sky that were shining above his head, he wanted to dissapear into nothingness, go to sleep and never wake up, but there was still that part of him that wanted to see the sun rise one more time, that one little part that kept whispering about the dust that stars left after they fell, and he didn't want that. He didnt want to become nothing but a pile of dust, forgotten in the darkness that he was diving into, and that one little thought kept him standing on the edge of the cliff, looking into the sky as it slowly turned red with the sunrise, only to realize he tried twenty seven times already, and never succeeded, and he wanted to throw himself off the cliff just to prove himself that he can, but then he felt a touch on his shoulder and by death he didnt know the body radiating warmth right into his skin might be the only (and maybe the last) thing he needed.

---- CONTAINS HEAVY DRUG REFERENCES/USE ---- ---- I'm using characters such as Matt Healy from the 1975 and Brendon Urie from Panic! At The Disco, but this is not based around any of these bands. I got the idea from the Robbers music video, it just gave me inspiration. I might not follow the story line to that, but I will probably make a lot of references to it ----

i was watching him while he smoked his last cigarette.His hair was messy,his eyes looked tired, and he looked like trouble, he looked like the kind of trouble my mom used to warn me about when i was a little girl. "So what do you say?" He asked me "Sure." I said "i think we better go."

Random drabbles/imagines that I think of throughout the day. Also this one is dedicated to my melanin goddesses even though most of them don't make references to YALL but some of them do because the female role doesn't have blonde hair or blue eyes .EVERYONE CAN READ THIS THOUGH OR MAKE REQUESTS

"Why do you smoke that much?" "I just think it's impressive how this little roll of shit can kill me." Helena has lost her beloved little brother to cancer. She practically had everything before; amazing grades, loyal friends and popularity. But her rich, judging, rather famous parents tried to control her life. They still do. Now, her interest is death. It fascinates her. "It's not suicide. It's the beauty of accelerating the dying-process." - The quote she's founded herself, which she uses every time she lights a cigarette. About 10 times a day. Okay, yesterday it was 15... Ezra is the ultimate good-guy. He's studying psychology at his aunt's, who coincidentally is Helena's psychologist. Ezra is mesmerized by Helena. He wants to help her. But how do you help a girl who's locked herself away and thrown the key deep down the Mariana Trench? All the while she smokes constantly? "The day I stop smoking, my little brother will return from the dead."

I hope you find solace in this :)

"so, whats your name?" he cocked his head to the side looking like a lost puppy. "if you haven't noticed, it's written on the name tag." I said smirking. "Dignity." he read smiling.

Best friends are alwayd best friends no matter what happens, right? This is how America deals with being the best and only friend Matt has right now.

a story in which hayden has cancer & a pen pal is the only friend she has

Cassie was a girl who loved a boy. He toyed with her heart. She left, but he never meant for that to happen. After she moves away, they cross paths again. Has she moved on though? There will be cursing. Cover by: @Of_mice_and_Jess HIGHEST RANK: #21 in matthealy

One of those typical gone wrong love storys

"just let loose for once," he said, bringing a cigarette to his lips. "a little fun won't kill you."

A Matty Healy fanfic