sullasstories
Do you ever really know anybody, we all change for people, even if it's in the tinniest of ways. This isn't a bad thing.Sometimes you just need to act in a certain way in order to fit in somewhere, it confuses me because sometimes I don't feel like changing for anybody, sometimes I don't want to smile or act sympathetic I don't want to understand other people's crap and I most certainly do not want to pretend that I give a damn about their issues. However, once you stop changing even for a split second you're labeled a rude person. So you know what I did? I ignored those asses, sat by myself and guess what? I've never been more happy.
It's different when an equally sullen and withdrawn person talks to you though, it's different because when you look up you don't see a pretentious faker, you see a beautifully vulnerable and enticing soul that makes your heart warm and beat uncontrollably. You don't have to fake a smile with someone like this because their happiness is like yours, it's silent and poker faced. You want to know this ethereal looking boy. You want to know him to unimaginable depths and you want him to know you.