Mentalstate Stories

A chaotic diary written by a mentally unstable teenager trying to survive school, relationships, identity and her own thoughts. About friendships, fear, anger, school and all the things I can't say out loud. People here are named after teas and flowers for privacy reasons... or maybe because it's easier to process that way, for they don't actually feel real. (Idk why I'm doing this. Could this be considered a vent..??)

Sharing & comforting.

Are we really destined for each other? Or are we just an intersecting line?

Prepare to embark on a mesmerizing journey through the depths of one person's mind as 'Occasional Dreams of Mayhem' invites you into a realm where reality and fantasy collide. Within these pages lie a collection of peculiar and extraordinary dreams, meticulously woven with threads of vulnerability and unspoken traumas. As you delve into this enigmatic tapestry of the subconscious, be prepared to witness the author's deepest weaknesses and hidden fears rise to the surface, giving birth to a whirlwind of emotional chaos. Each dream unfurls like a vibrant tableau, painting vivid landscapes that defy the laws of logic and the constraints of the waking world. The narratives twist and turn with uncanny plotlines, leaving you breathless and questioning the very fabric of existence. These storylike dreams, seemingly plucked from the realm of pure imagination, possess an inexplicable power to resonate within your own soul, evoking a sense of familiarity or introspection that leaves an indelible mark upon your psyche. As you navigate through the author's nocturnal escapades, you'll find yourself grappling with profound questions of reality, identity, and the fragile nature of human connections. From ethereal encounters with enigmatic beings to heart-pounding adventures through ever-shifting dreamscapes, 'Occasional Dreams of Mayhem' is a kaleidoscopic exploration of the human experience, where the boundaries between dreams and waking life blur and new perspectives are born. Dare to lose yourself within these mesmerizing pages, where the author's surreal visions unlock hidden chambers of the soul, forever altering their path and reshaping the tapestry of their relationships. Through the ethereal alchemy of words, this extraordinary literary odyssey invites you to unravel the enigmas of the mind, daring you to question what is real and what lies within the realm of dreams.

Fighting demons by daylight and laying with them at dusk.

A collections of poems I have wrote. A lot of these will deal with more emotions than anything.

This is just a place I happen to let out anything I've been bottling up + answering tag games.

Just wanna know if i'm the only one, This book is for all the kids out there who deal with depression and anxiety if you ever feel like this please talk to someone or you know write it down. Hope you enjoy

Audio Logs left behind by the soldier everyone knows the name of, but not the man behind the title.

I cannot recall being whole For I was blown into a million shards So here are some pieces of my soul The only place where I speak with no guards

Ozzy Sangson, the grandson of Marcus 'Redd' Sangson, is the youngest member of the I.O.G, an elite group of Agents who will do anything for the good of the Universe, even destroying planets. This is about how Ozzy got into the I.O.G and what happens to him throughout his time there.

The white dove that suffer the pain of our words but I'm the end it learn how to fly

I often think too much, so now I'll think there. And yas I just use a random picture for the cover. Make sure your own mental state is good when you read this. I won't warn somebody else about mine. Romanian/English language.

this is the continuation of the mental state, love, death, relationship, etc...

Wie ich fühle und sehe.

They all had strings and these strings were all tied so tight that they were on the brink of hanging. They all put on a brave face, but inside, every one of them was wasting away. Alternatively, the worst possible mental states of 30 characters in Attack on Titan. Mainly based off the anime (season 1 - 2, slight season 3 spoilers as it progresses) with some elements of the manga. The timeline is all over the place so don't be too confused if things aren't in chronological order. Mostly, I'll update in big chunks at a time, with massive gaps in between, so infrequent updates. ALL ART HAS BEEN ARRANGED / EDITED BY ME WARNING: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND BLOODY DEATH #2 in mentalstate 10/7/19

This is part of a series called "Random Things", where I just write about myself, my thoughts and opinions. This specific writing is about my current mental state, especially since it's been a couple months after quite a stressful major national exam. You may save this series or shall I say, collection of parts since I shall be adding one or two more parts every once in a while and you may want to read up on it, just a couple lines of poetry.

it's true

The world is more complex than we know, yet it's so simple. I must not be the only one who thinks that. Am I? And if I am, how? -------------------------------------------------- Sango Aeko is a strange girl. She views and thinks a little differently than others. Her parents are even unsure on how she came to be this way. One day she realizes her ways and is unsure about who she even is. She feels.... complex.