Mentalstate Stories

A chaotic diary written by a mentally unstable teenager trying to survive school, relationships, identity and her own thoughts. About friendships, fear, anger, school and all the things I can't say out loud. People here are named after teas and flowers for privacy reasons... or maybe because it's easier to process that way, for they don't actually feel real. (Idk why I'm doing this. Could this be considered a vent..??)

Audio Logs left behind by the soldier everyone knows the name of, but not the man behind the title.

Random poems that either represent me or i created! **THIS IS NOT MEANT TO BE AN ACTUAL BOOK, JUST A PLACE TO STORE MY THOUGHTS**

Prepare to embark on a mesmerizing journey through the depths of one person's mind as 'Occasional Dreams of Mayhem' invites you into a realm where reality and fantasy collide. Within these pages lie a collection of peculiar and extraordinary dreams, meticulously woven with threads of vulnerability and unspoken traumas. As you delve into this enigmatic tapestry of the subconscious, be prepared to witness the author's deepest weaknesses and hidden fears rise to the surface, giving birth to a whirlwind of emotional chaos. Each dream unfurls like a vibrant tableau, painting vivid landscapes that defy the laws of logic and the constraints of the waking world. The narratives twist and turn with uncanny plotlines, leaving you breathless and questioning the very fabric of existence. These storylike dreams, seemingly plucked from the realm of pure imagination, possess an inexplicable power to resonate within your own soul, evoking a sense of familiarity or introspection that leaves an indelible mark upon your psyche. As you navigate through the author's nocturnal escapades, you'll find yourself grappling with profound questions of reality, identity, and the fragile nature of human connections. From ethereal encounters with enigmatic beings to heart-pounding adventures through ever-shifting dreamscapes, 'Occasional Dreams of Mayhem' is a kaleidoscopic exploration of the human experience, where the boundaries between dreams and waking life blur and new perspectives are born. Dare to lose yourself within these mesmerizing pages, where the author's surreal visions unlock hidden chambers of the soul, forever altering their path and reshaping the tapestry of their relationships. Through the ethereal alchemy of words, this extraordinary literary odyssey invites you to unravel the enigmas of the mind, daring you to question what is real and what lies within the realm of dreams.

The white dove that suffer the pain of our words but I'm the end it learn how to fly

List of my poetry that jusy pop in my head.

Liminal spaces are transitional or transformative spaces. They are the waiting areas between one point in time and space and the next. Often, when we are in liminal spaces, we have the feeling of just being on the verge of something. Liminal space is, of course, a literal space. xoxo, ally

:::::This is based off of the concept that was introduced in my *The Little Club Nature* book.::::: --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------> Foxcraft is a world where cats and Foxes live in harmony...but you wanna know what's more interesting? How much a cat's brain can handle versus what it can't handle. For the past two years or so, middle aged neko Ramona has been acting...off. It's only enough that she's become softer and more gullible than usual. But now, it's time to find out why that is. For majority of her life starting from her late teenage years, Ramona was always a cruel person. But now? Thing's are different. So in present time, fox Carly and neko Raven take Ramona to a psychiatrist to finally get answers as to why she's made such a drastic change in her life. Raven is worried about his mother. Not only is she 'not evil' anymore, the fear that she is mentally damaged has been scattered to and fro. And based on Ramona and her status as a neko, what's actually happening with her may only be the most disoriented, most concerning turn her life has taken for the better. Why is Ramona 'not evil' anymore? Is she mentally ill? Or is her life changing for the most fortunate? Stay tuned to find out. *Inspired by the initial concept that Foxcraft is a universe where foxes are the dominant species and are boosted to coexist with other species such as cats. Thank you.*

My thoughts and other stuff at any given moment

this is the continuation of the mental state, love, death, relationship, etc...

A Marine biologist had a task in Papua, Indonesia. There, he saw many animals, and thought that the place is cool. Until he met the beautiful surfer. And all the noteless intent goes on and on, pursuing on the perfect goal.

The nightmares, they reoccur every night. The screams and the fear. His friends and family, all gone... but no, this isn't reality. They're still alive, in just all in his mind... but Danny just can't ignore that feeling in the back of his mind... that he can never escape Dan. (One Shot)

Risen Rose knight amidst chaotic curse

A person defines their worth by what they can give-until they can't anymore. What's left is the question of whether they were ever more than their function.

I often think too much, so now I'll think there. And yas I just use a random picture for the cover. Make sure your own mental state is good when you read this. I won't warn somebody else about mine. Romanian/English language.

"When the Crown Meets Kindness". A romance novel with a poor young villager lady with a mesmerising beauty and enormous kindness, that even made fell in love the crown prince of Eredir Kingdom. Or, precisely, Verena Moryos' story. And here is Eris Stellan. The villainess of the novrl, thrown aside by the crown prince, her supposed fiancé and sadly, not really liked by the readers. She also is, eventually, the person I became after dying so suddenly. My goal ? To not finished like Eris. I, Haneul Seug, will escape the villainess, fate. *** ❗Warning ❗ : Some descriptions might be violent for some readers due to battles and wars. Please refrain from reading if you are sensitive to mentions of family problems, depression, kinds of mistreatment (abuse, bullying, rumors...)

Sharing & comforting.

Recently, I started writing some poems to work out some complicated emotions I was going through. I found that I enjoyed it. I continued writing poems, but secretly because I've been saying how much how I hate writing poetry ever since I first had to write one for school, and obviously I can't go back on that now. Some of them get pretty deep and I figured that I wanted a place where others could see them. ⚠ WARNING: as these poems reflect my mental state when I write them, there will likely be triggering topics in here. You have been warned. ⚠ #5 in mentalstate

This is just a place I happen to let out anything I've been bottling up + answering tag games.