Mentalstate Histoires

List of my poetry that jusy pop in my head.

Prepare to embark on a mesmerizing journey through the depths of one person's mind as 'Occasional Dreams of Mayhem' invites you into a realm where reality and fantasy collide. Within these pages lie a collection of peculiar and extraordinary dreams, meticulously woven with threads of vulnerability and unspoken traumas. As you delve into this enigmatic tapestry of the subconscious, be prepared to witness the author's deepest weaknesses and hidden fears rise to the surface, giving birth to a whirlwind of emotional chaos. Each dream unfurls like a vibrant tableau, painting vivid landscapes that defy the laws of logic and the constraints of the waking world. The narratives twist and turn with uncanny plotlines, leaving you breathless and questioning the very fabric of existence. These storylike dreams, seemingly plucked from the realm of pure imagination, possess an inexplicable power to resonate within your own soul, evoking a sense of familiarity or introspection that leaves an indelible mark upon your psyche. As you navigate through the author's nocturnal escapades, you'll find yourself grappling with profound questions of reality, identity, and the fragile nature of human connections. From ethereal encounters with enigmatic beings to heart-pounding adventures through ever-shifting dreamscapes, 'Occasional Dreams of Mayhem' is a kaleidoscopic exploration of the human experience, where the boundaries between dreams and waking life blur and new perspectives are born. Dare to lose yourself within these mesmerizing pages, where the author's surreal visions unlock hidden chambers of the soul, forever altering their path and reshaping the tapestry of their relationships. Through the ethereal alchemy of words, this extraordinary literary odyssey invites you to unravel the enigmas of the mind, daring you to question what is real and what lies within the realm of dreams.

Recently, I started writing some poems to work out some complicated emotions I was going through. I found that I enjoyed it. I continued writing poems, but secretly because I've been saying how much how I hate writing poetry ever since I first had to write one for school, and obviously I can't go back on that now. Some of them get pretty deep and I figured that I wanted a place where others could see them. ⚠ WARNING: as these poems reflect my mental state when I write them, there will likely be triggering topics in here. You have been warned. ⚠ #5 in mentalstate

This is part of a series called "Random Things", where I just write about myself, my thoughts and opinions. This specific writing is about my current mental state, especially since it's been a couple months after quite a stressful major national exam. You may save this series or shall I say, collection of parts since I shall be adding one or two more parts every once in a while and you may want to read up on it, just a couple lines of poetry.

Wie ich fühle und sehe.

Fighting demons by daylight and laying with them at dusk.

-My poetry collected into a book

*this story grows with you, as it does with me. It's a story of love and hurt. A belief of hope and something of short- meaningless blurbs that might keep you living- the ones that keep us breathing.

Flash nonfiction short story written by accident. I was trying to write for class but got distracted.

Ozzy Sangson, the grandson of Marcus 'Redd' Sangson, is the youngest member of the I.O.G, an elite group of Agents who will do anything for the good of the Universe, even destroying planets. This is about how Ozzy got into the I.O.G and what happens to him throughout his time there.

I often think too much, so now I'll think there. And yas I just use a random picture for the cover. Make sure your own mental state is good when you read this. I won't warn somebody else about mine. Romanian/English language.

This book is just about some stuff, that stuck in my mind. Things like BSD, anime, music, mental health and such stuff. Maybe also some lists of great songs, quotes and TikToks I don't own until I say it. I hope you like it.

The nightmares, they reoccur every night. The screams and the fear. His friends and family, all gone... but no, this isn't reality. They're still alive, in just all in his mind... but Danny just can't ignore that feeling in the back of his mind... that he can never escape Dan. (One Shot)

Just random.

The world is more complex than we know, yet it's so simple. I must not be the only one who thinks that. Am I? And if I am, how? -------------------------------------------------- Sango Aeko is a strange girl. She views and thinks a little differently than others. Her parents are even unsure on how she came to be this way. One day she realizes her ways and is unsure about who she even is. She feels.... complex.

"It's metaphoric for my mental state. Even if the 'Badlands' are all you've ever known you can still find solace outside them, and I think that's the job of the album, to remind people that they're not stuck inside their head." ~Halsey

Audio Logs left behind by the soldier everyone knows the name of, but not the man behind the title.

A bunch of words crushed together.