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They say you can tell a lot about a person from their
eyes, but the only thing you can’t see is the life they lead to get that look
in their eyes. When I look into the eyes of an innocent person, all I can think
is, I wish I was like them. When I look into my eyes all I can think is, what a
screw up. I know you can’t undo the past, no matter how much you want to, but I
can’t help but to look back at my life and think, at such a young age you’ve done
so much damage to people, you’re going to rot in hell. Now I’m only 18, and I’m
fairly new to this earth compared to someone who’s 50, but I do know that 18
years is enough time to do a lot of damage and a lot of screwing up. No matter
how many times I’ve tried it seems like I will never learn from my mistakes
Let me introduce
myself my names Mayson, I’m 18 years old as you already know, and I’m from Kelsh
Florida. My life may not be perfect, in fact it’s a living nightmare. I would
do anything to go back in time and fix my mistakes, I’d take them all back if I
could, but I’m stuck with it, what I have done will always be there, it’s like
scares that won’t go away. I just really need to get my story off my chest. So
here it is, and promise not to judge.